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Penname: bjxmas [Contact]
Real name: B.J. Peterson
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Member Since: 29/12/06
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“In this world, Elwood, you must be oh so smart or oh so pleasant. Well, for years I was smart. I recommend pleasant." - Elwood P. Dowd, Harvey

Follow your muse. If it delights your heart then it is worthwhile.

I have now been writing these stories for seven years!  And to think, I always thought writing was too hard.  I'd never written anything before I became mesmerized by Supernatural and a certain Dean Winchester. I love exploring Dean's psyche and watching JA portray all the diverse facets of his intricate personality.

I love John Winchester and miss him terribly. He is alive and well in many of my Wee!chester fics and I hope he returns to the show soon in some capacity.  In the meantime, I am loving Bobby.  The boys need a father figure to turn to on occasion.

I love Sam more every day and I am beginning to understand him better and hopefully I do him justice in my fics.  It is the relationships between Dean and Sam, and sometimes Dad or Bobby that makes this show special.

I love seeing Sam and Dean interact with other characters.  Love the bond between Cas and Dean, love the loyalty and brotherly spirit between Dean and Benny.  I want Dean to have other friends and allies he can count on.

And I love the 'evil' recurring characters that test the brothers.  Loved Gordon, love Crowley and I do love how Death sets Dean back on his heals.  It's rare to see a character that intimidates Dean, even though he's loathe to admit it.

But Sam and Dean are and always will be the center of the Supernatural universe.  That's just the way it is and should be!  

Family ~ brothers united together to fight the evil in the world.   It doesn't get any better than this!

Previously my creative outlets were music and photography. Now I spend my time writing Winchester stories!

I have been fortunate to win several Supernatural Fanfiction Awards http://sensue.net/snfa/p_winners.php

Sacrifice won Childhood Trauma & Best Story in the SNFA Round 5

Legacy won Chick Flick Moments RU & Best Story Runner Up in the SNFA Round 9

I am thrilled to have several stories published in zines available at http://www.agentwithstyle.com/

Original non-net stories are in the zines:

 A 'Hunting We Will Go Vol. 1

Road Trip With My Brother Vol. 6

Every Possible Way

You'll Thank Me When It's Wednesday!

Previously posted net stories are in the collection titled, Salt 'N' Burn Volumes 1 - 4.


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Stories by bjxmas
Santa's Helpers by bjxmas Rated: T starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 80]
Summary:

While investigating Santa-nappings at the mall the Winchesters make the ultimate sacrifice. Dean is an elf, John is Santa and that’s not even the weird part. Come along on a strange joyride because Xmas was never this whacked out before.  And Sam thought he was going to have an average, normal Christmas his first year at Stanford!  Preseries.

Available in the zine Salt 'N' Burn Volume 2

This story is dedicated to my two favorite elves, Zachary and Logan.  Zach, you were robbed; you absolutely had the best calves in your senior class, but like Dean, with all your other fine attributes, it is so hard to focus on just one.  Lo, you still have the chance to take that honor and your calves are every bit as awesome as your brother’s.  Go for it, dude! 

Santa's Helpers - Dude, Where's My Car?

 


Categories: Crossovers, Wee!chester, AU, Humor Characters: Dean W., John W., Sam W.
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Completed: Yes Word count: 50326
[Report This] Published: 15/11/07 Updated: 01/12/07


Not My Life by bjxmas Rated: T starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 15]
Summary: 3.02 TKAA tag.  Brothers need to talk about the important events in their lives... like when Dean thinks he might be a dad with an eight-year old son, maybe Sam would like to know about it. 

The pain in his gut deepened as Sam faced more of Dean's sacrifice and self-denial.  Once again Dean wanted for Sam what he refused to acknowledge he deserved for himself.  Sam didn't know what to say to ease Dean's pain so he offered his brother the only truth he knew.

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Banner by the awesome dreamalittledreamofsam Thank you again!


Categories: One Shots, Missing Scenes Characters: Ben Braeden, Dean W., Lisa Braeden, Sam W.
Challenges:
Series: Life, Love, Loss and other Wonders of the Universe
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 7868
[Report This] Published: 17/10/07 Updated: 17/10/07


Summary:

 

AHBL2 tag.  A brother’s perspective.  Something big is going down.  End-of-the-world big.  Well, then let it end…  When will the world end?  When my brother dies.., that’s when my world ends.  Brotherly Love and Winchester Angst.  Not a death fic.
Categories: General, One Shots Characters: Dean W., Sam W.
Challenges:
Series: Life, Love, Loss and other Wonders of the Universe
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 47
[Report This] Published: 03/10/07 Updated: 03/10/07


Chocolates by bjxmas Rated: K+ starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 15]
Summary:

Dean reflects on what he's made of and what lies deep within.  An extremely short examination of this fascinating man named Dean Winchester. 


Categories: One Shots, Humor Characters: Dean W.
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 598
[Report This] Published: 23/09/07 Updated: 23/09/07


Spirit's Lament by bjxmas Rated: K+ starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 5]
Summary: A poem from the eyes of the hunted.  I don’t normally write poems.  I tried for a challenge, but never sent it in. 
Categories: One Shots, Drabbles Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 54
[Report This] Published: 11/09/07 Updated: 11/09/07


Summary:

AHBL2  Sam didn’t know the particulars on his brother’s exploits, just that Dean liked sex and women liked Dean.  It was just a little sex, no big deal.  What more could there possibly be to know?

I shouldn’t begrudge him a good time, it’s just, he’s having fun and I’m the only one worrying about this?  In one year his bill comes due, how can he just roll over and die?


Categories: One Shots, Romance, Missing Scenes Characters: Dean W., Sam W.
Challenges:
Series: Life, Love, Loss and other Wonders of the Universe
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 11103
[Report This] Published: 15/08/07 Updated: 15/08/07


Summary:

AHBL2 tag.  Dean was laughing and smiling at the memory, acting like this wasn't the first day of the last year of his life.  Sam shuddered and took a deep breath, resigned to follow Dean's lead on this perverted conversation.  What is it they say about a fine line between comedy and tragedy? 


Categories: One Shots, Missing Scenes, Humor Characters: Bobby Singer, Dean W., Sam W.
Challenges:
Series: Life, Love, Loss and other Wonders of the Universe
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 3133
[Report This] Published: 08/06/07 Updated: 08/06/07


Waiting by bjxmas Rated: T starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 11]
Summary: AHBL2 tag. Bobby’s POV. Bobby had been waiting seventeen years to finally see Dean sacrifice his life for his brother. Bobby always thought the end would come in battle. He never imagined this, never foresaw this. Fourth and final chapter.

CSPWDT Dean waited his entire life to ask for something and when he did, he initially received nothing for his efforts, nothing except the pain. Later he knew his dad had ultimately answered his pleas, but he never asked for this, never meant for this. Chapters One through Three.

Spoilers for several Season One and Two episodes up to Children Shouldn't Play with Dead Things,

Waiting - Stuck With Me RU


Categories: General, Missing Scenes Characters: Bobby Singer, Dean W., John W., Sam W.
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Completed: Yes Word count: 11808
[Report This] Published: 25/01/07 Updated: 30/05/07


Legacy by bjxmas Rated: T starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 26]
Summary:

On edge after John’s death and trying to hold on, Dean gets his long overdue emotional release when the past confronts him with the pain of his childhood on top of the burden of protecting Sammy.  Everything converges to bring Dean Winchester to his knees.

Available in the zine Salt 'N' Burn Volume 1

LEGACYLegacy - Chick Flick RU


Categories: General, Wee!chester, Missing Scenes Characters: Dean W., John W., Sam W.
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Completed: Yes Word count: 19700
[Report This] Published: 19/04/07 Updated: 27/04/07


Sammy's Tears by bjxmas Rated: K+ starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 12]
Summary:

2.17 Heart tag.  Dean never could stand seeing Sammy's tears.

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Another perfect banner by dreamalittledreamofsam  


Categories: One Shots, Wee!chester, Missing Scenes Characters: Dean W., Sam W.
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1370
[Report This] Published: 23/03/07 Updated: 23/03/07


Sacrifice by bjxmas Rated: T starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 19]
Summary:

This was tough, this dying. Dean always thought when he died it would be quick, in the heat of battle, in a blaze of glory. He never anticipated knowing and waiting, pondering his own imminent demise and what his passing would do to his family.

Best Story - SacrificeSacrifice - Childhood Trauma


Categories: General, Wee!chester Characters: Dean W., John W., Sam W.
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 16 Completed: Yes Word count: 38963
[Report This] Published: 26/02/07 Updated: 15/03/07


Alone by bjxmas Rated: T starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 29]
Summary:

Dean at 16. Dean was alone. A black hole of loneliness beckoned him. An abyss so deep and dark that he could see no light, no hope. His deepest, darkest fear had been realized. The emptiness encompassed him until a lone voice called out...

Sequel to Orders, although it is not necessary to have read that story first.


Categories: General, Wee!chester, Action Characters: Dean W., John W., Pastor Jim, Sam W.
Challenges:
Series: The Winchester Teen Chronicles
Chapters: 18 Completed: Yes Word count: 26320
[Report This] Published: 08/02/07 Updated: 25/02/07


Summary:

1876 "God made all Men, Samuel Colt made them equal." The West was inundated with vampires. It was the perfect place to kill and slaughter, cowboys died every day and no one really seemed to care, most were too concerned with staying alive themselves.

Dean and Sam visit a town that seems eerily familiar; or should I say, they seem strangely familiar to the townfolk.  Some spoilers for Dead Man's Blood.

Valentine, Texas

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Categories: Romance, AU, Action Characters: Dean W., John W., Sam W.
Challenges:
Series: Once Upon a Time in the West
Chapters: 21 Completed: Yes Word count: 38968
[Report This] Published: 28/01/07 Updated: 17/02/07


Orders by bjxmas Rated: T starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 30]
Summary:

Dean Winchester at fifteen. Dean's emotions were raging out of control: guilt, panic, shame, sheer terror. How could he tell Dad how badly he had screwed up? How he had been weak and let what he wanted dictate his actions? A soldier follows orders!Inspired by the "Look" in Scarecrow and the emotional phone call in Home. 

Orders -Favorite Flashback 2006

2006 Supernatural.tv Award (3-way tie) - Orders


Categories: Romance, Wee!chester, Action Characters: Dean W., John W., Sam W.
Challenges:
Series: The Winchester Teen Chronicles
Chapters: 11 Completed: Yes Word count: 12655
[Report This] Published: 31/01/07 Updated: 07/02/07


Summary:

2.13 Houses of the Holy tag

"You pray?" The wheels in Dean’s mind were turning, trying to comprehend this incomprehensible information that had been so casually exposed. What do you pray for? I pray for peace in the world, for the strength to fight evil....and I pray for you.

DUFE

My most beautiful banner by the talented dreamalittledreamofsam

Dream, I am speechless, I absolutely freaking love this banner! *hugs* 

 


Categories: One Shots, Missing Scenes Characters: Dean W., Sam W.
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1433
[Report This] Published: 05/02/07 Updated: 05/02/07


Summary:

November 2, 1987 John was a broken man. He should have known better. He should have known not to hope, not to dream, not to believe. The liquor had control over him as he lashed out at the one obstacle to his chance at oblivion.

Spoilers for Nightmare


Categories: General, Wee!chester, Missing Scenes Characters: Dean W., John W.
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Completed: Yes Word count: 3919
[Report This] Published: 25/01/07 Updated: 25/01/07


Summary:

When life became too difficult, Dean chose the one night stand: a physical release and a temporary pleasure. His body's pleasure could fool his mind into thinking he was all right. Two broken souls connecting as one and for one night pretending to be whole. Spoilers for Route 666 and Provenance.

Available in the zine Salt 'N' Burn Volume 2

Reality of a One Night Stand


Categories: General, Missing Scenes Characters: Dean W., John W., Sam W.
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Completed: Yes Word count: 5421
[Report This] Published: 24/01/07 Updated: 24/01/07


Summary:

Companion story to Shattered, Dean’s breakdown. John’s POV.

What is he asking me? Dean never asks for anything, he’s the easy one. Never demanded any time, effort or worry. Always my strong, self reliant son. When did he become breakable?

Spoilers for Devil's Trap.  Set after the end of Season One.


Categories: General, Missing Scenes Characters: Dean W., John W.
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 3060
[Report This] Published: 24/01/07 Updated: 24/01/07


Shattered by bjxmas Rated: T [Reviews - 6]
Summary:

Dean Angst. That damn Demon, read his mind and made it happen just like he always feared it would. Even now he couldn't sort it all out. Is it the truth or just his childish fears rearing their ugly head? He was too tired to think about this.

Spoilers through Devil's Trap. Set after Season One finale.


Categories: General, Missing Scenes Characters: Bobby Singer, Dean W., John W., Sam W.
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2465
[Report This] Published: 24/01/07 Updated: 24/01/07


Dreams by bjxmas Rated: K+ starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 3]
Summary:

Dean's been restless all week and he's thinking about his mom. "The thing is, when I was twelve I had a dream of Mom. One fleeting moment in time when I saw her and felt her presence so strongly I knew it wasn't really a dream, I knew I was with her."


Categories: One Shots, Wee!chester Characters: Dean W., John W., Mary W.
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2196
[Report This] Published: 24/01/07 Updated: 24/01/07


Three Hours by bjxmas Rated: K+ starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 7]
Summary:

Something Wicked. John grabbed his young sons, threw their stuff in the trunk of the Impala and booked. He had felt anger toward Dean for not listening, for not following orders, but he mainly had felt terror. He looked at his son differently now.

Spoilers for 1.18 Something Wicked

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Banner by nig.honey - Thanks!


Categories: One Shots, Wee!chester, Missing Scenes Characters: Dean W., John W.
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1059
[Report This] Published: 23/01/07 Updated: 23/01/07