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Penname: bjxmas [Contact]
Real name: B.J. Peterson
Status: Member
Member Since: 29/12/06
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“In this world, Elwood, you must be oh so smart or oh so pleasant. Well, for years I was smart. I recommend pleasant." - Elwood P. Dowd, Harvey

Follow your muse. If it delights your heart then it is worthwhile.

I have now been writing these stories for seven years!  And to think, I always thought writing was too hard.  I'd never written anything before I became mesmerized by Supernatural and a certain Dean Winchester. I love exploring Dean's psyche and watching JA portray all the diverse facets of his intricate personality.

I love John Winchester and miss him terribly. He is alive and well in many of my Wee!chester fics and I hope he returns to the show soon in some capacity.  In the meantime, I am loving Bobby.  The boys need a father figure to turn to on occasion.

I love Sam more every day and I am beginning to understand him better and hopefully I do him justice in my fics.  It is the relationships between Dean and Sam, and sometimes Dad or Bobby that makes this show special.

I love seeing Sam and Dean interact with other characters.  Love the bond between Cas and Dean, love the loyalty and brotherly spirit between Dean and Benny.  I want Dean to have other friends and allies he can count on.

And I love the 'evil' recurring characters that test the brothers.  Loved Gordon, love Crowley and I do love how Death sets Dean back on his heals.  It's rare to see a character that intimidates Dean, even though he's loathe to admit it.

But Sam and Dean are and always will be the center of the Supernatural universe.  That's just the way it is and should be!  

Family ~ brothers united together to fight the evil in the world.   It doesn't get any better than this!

Previously my creative outlets were music and photography. Now I spend my time writing Winchester stories!

I have been fortunate to win several Supernatural Fanfiction Awards http://sensue.net/snfa/p_winners.php

Sacrifice won Childhood Trauma & Best Story in the SNFA Round 5

Legacy won Chick Flick Moments RU & Best Story Runner Up in the SNFA Round 9

I am thrilled to have several stories published in zines available at http://www.agentwithstyle.com/

Original non-net stories are in the zines:

 A 'Hunting We Will Go Vol. 1

Road Trip With My Brother Vol. 6

Every Possible Way

You'll Thank Me When It's Wednesday!

Previously posted net stories are in the collection titled, Salt 'N' Burn Volumes 1 - 4.


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Stories by bjxmas
Summary:

Dean remembers that last Christmas with Mom and her broken promise. Unlike that year, Dean knows this will be the last Xmas with Sammy. A visitor reminds him what's most important. A feel-good mystical story with a smidge of hurt/comfort & angst. My small homage to It's a Wonderful Life. Pre-Stanford Winchesters & Bobby.

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Categories: General, One Shots, Wee!chester Characters: Bobby Singer, Dean W., John W., Sam W.
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Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 17655
[Report This] Published: 05/01/13 Updated: 05/01/13


Fathers and Sons by bjxmas Rated: K+ starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 7]
Summary:

Drabbles examining the complicated relationships between John Winchester and his sons. John loved his boys but he made mistakes. However, he was not a deadbeat dad! Hard truths in hard lives. Reconciling his love with his faults.

Fathers and Sons

 Another beautiful banner by the amazing highvoltagerock!


Categories: Drabbles, Wee!chester, Missing Scenes Characters: Bobby Singer, Dean W., John W., Sam W.
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 8 Completed: No Word count: 976
[Report This] Published: 26/05/12 Updated: 05/01/13


Father Figure by bjxmas Rated: K+ starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 41]
Summary:

7.10 Death’s Door tag – A series of drabbles – Sometimes life throws you a curve, like assuming the role of Dad when you least expect it. Sometimes family comes together because of mutual need.  A bond like that is unbreakable.

For ucat42 who inspired me to take a trek inside Bobby's custard

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Banner by highvoltagerock! Thanks so much!

 


Categories: Drabbles, Wee!chester, Missing Scenes Characters: Bobby Singer, Dean W., John W., Sam W.
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 17 Completed: No Word count: 2090
[Report This] Published: 03/12/11 Updated: 05/01/13


Summary:

7.23 Survival of the Fittest tag – Cut off and alone, Dean reflects on Purgatory, Sam and the fracturing of his relationship with Cas. Dean’s inner dialogue interrupted by battles with the beasts of Purgatory. He and Cas trying to come to terms.  Dean’s job now to survive. Hurt!Dean  

1440 Minutes 'til Dawn  

Another awesome banner by the talented highvoltagerock!


Categories: UnGen Challenges, Action, Missing Scenes Characters: Castiel, Dean W.
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Completed: Yes Word count: 11459
[Report This] Published: 19/09/12 Updated: 13/12/12


Summary:

It's been a year without sex, a year without touch and a warm body beside him. Purgatory changes a man. Can he risk losing control and where that might lead? Will need override his defenses and allow him to be vulnerable enough to let someone in? S8 Post-Purgatory Dean.

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Another amazing banner by highvoltagerock!

 

 


Categories: One Shots, Romance, Missing Scenes Characters: Dean W.
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 6623
[Report This] Published: 07/12/12 Updated: 07/12/12


Wrong Turn by bjxmas Rated: K+ starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 15]
Summary:

7.13 The Slice Girls tag - A collection of Dean Soliloquies. An internal dialogue from this most fascinating and troubled man. So much going on in there. Angst and insight. Drabbles.


Categories: Drabbles, Missing Scenes Characters: Dean W., Lisa Braeden, Sam W.
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Completed: No Word count: 484
[Report This] Published: 04/02/12 Updated: 03/03/12


No Gray by bjxmas Rated: K+ starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 65]
Summary:

7.03 The Girl Next Door - A series of drabbles – Dean is in a no-win situation. A glimpse inside his head as he considers his actions. How hard is it to be a hunter, to make those impossible decisions? Angst & philosophical insight.

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Another perfect banner by highvoltagerock! Thanks, Dream, I love it! 


Categories: Drabbles, Missing Scenes Characters: Dean W., Sam W.
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 20 Completed: No Word count: 2222
[Report This] Published: 11/10/11 Updated: 03/03/12


Smile by bjxmas Rated: K+ starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 3]
Summary:

7.14 Plucky Pennywhistle's Magical Menagerie tag - Because smiling and laughing are good for the heart and soul. And wasn't it fantastic to see that brotherly tease and loving joy from our boys? Good times! 100 word drabble


Categories: One Shots, Drabbles, Missing Scenes Characters: Bobby Singer, Dean W., Sam W.
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 123
[Report This] Published: 11/02/12 Updated: 11/02/12


Summary:

5.18 Point of No Return tag and follow-up story to Long Run of Luck - Revisiting supportive, ally Cas...

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One more incredible banner by highvoltagerock - Awesome!


Categories: One Shots, Missing Scenes Characters: Castiel, Dean W.
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 946
[Report This] Published: 19/11/11 Updated: 19/11/11


Duck Nation by bjxmas Rated: K+ starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 2]
Summary:

Sam and Dean are haunted by ducks. Big ducks, little ducks, ducks that stalked their every move, shadowing Dean in his sleep and continuing to haunt his consciousness as night turned to day and ducks appeared everywhere. Inspired by Clif’s duck pond.

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Another perfect banner by highvoltagerock - Thanks, Dream, the ducks just make me smile, so bright and cheery...unless they are haunting you! lol


Categories: One Shots, Humor Characters: Bobby Singer, Dean W., Sam W.
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 7821
[Report This] Published: 08/09/11 Updated: 08/09/11


Crossroads by bjxmas Rated: K starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 2]
Summary:

4.20 The Man Who Would Be King tag - He's a good angel who made a bad mistake.  Drabble from Cas' POV.

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One more lovely banner by highvoltagerock


Categories: Drabbles, Missing Scenes Characters: Castiel
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 123
[Report This] Published: 01/09/11 Updated: 01/09/11


Summary:

4.22 Lucifer Rising tag - While Dean waits in his gilded white prison, he reflects on his brother and comes to a decision.

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Another beautiful banner courtesy of highvoltagerock!


Categories: One Shots, Missing Scenes Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 887
[Report This] Published: 12/08/11 Updated: 12/08/11


Best Intentions by bjxmas Rated: K+ starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 6]
Summary:

6.21 Let It Bleed tag - I promised myself this wouldn’t happen, that Ben wouldn’t have the life I had, and yet, it spun out of control so fast.  Before I knew it…

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Banner by the amazing highvoltagerock! Thanks Dream! 


Categories: One Shots, Missing Scenes Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 467
[Report This] Published: 02/08/11 Updated: 02/08/11


Summary:

6.20 The Man Who Would Be King tag - Cas reflects on his choices and his path, pondering how Dean can be so sure he is wrong. 

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Categories: One Shots, Missing Scenes Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 471
[Report This] Published: 07/07/11 Updated: 07/07/11


Summary:

Since the fire so much had changed. Mary gone, Dean silent. Little Sammy cried for his mom, wailed and wailed with only Dean able to comfort him. John drinks for escape until his son’s eyes reflect how much he’s failed his children. Angst & regrets. Wee!chesters

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Another awesome banner by highvoltagerock!


Categories: One Shots, Wee!chester Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2355
[Report This] Published: 28/06/11 Updated: 28/06/11


Summary:

6.16 And Then There Were None tag - Both brothers were feeling the anxiety, the fear and the horror of what they’d done. Knowing Dean was right when he said that Bobby would have expected this from them didn’t make it any easier.  That was their job…their lives, to make the hard decisions and act on the impossible choices.  What they couldn’t rationalize or forgive, they shoved down deep, hoping the inevitable eruption somewhere down the line wouldn’t eventually destroy them.

Safe Haven Challenge #2

TLSB

Another awesome banner by highvoltagerock

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Lovely challenge banner by Chasidern

 


Categories: One Shots, Missing Scenes Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2964
[Report This] Published: 14/05/11 Updated: 14/05/11


Summary:

2.17 Heart tag - Even Winchesters can only take so much. Madison's death shattered both brothers, but that was only the start of their heartbreak. Hurt/Comfort/Angst and all that brotherly love and concern we treasure from our boys. Written for Andi

TIHAHB

One of the most beautiful and touching banners ever by the always awesome highvoltagerock  Thanks, I absolutely love it! 

 


Categories: One Shots, Missing Scenes Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 18102
[Report This] Published: 10/05/11 Updated: 10/05/11


O' Death by bjxmas Rated: T starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 5]
Summary:

6.11 Appointment in Samarra tag - Dean and Death talk further. It was unsettling being in the presence of Death, so close to a Being who could end him with a touch.  Dean was simply a toy to him, an insect, and yet there was something in Death's eyes when he looked at him, something within his tone that spoke of more.

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Categories: Missing Scenes Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Completed: No Word count: 10392
[Report This] Published: 26/02/11 Updated: 06/05/11


Summary:

6.13 Unforgiven & 6.05 Live Free & Twihard tag - All he wanted was to scratch at that wall, break through the denial and lies and confront the truth…but only to remember what he’d done to his own brother that night:  the fight, Dean’s face…that moment. 

For Carolyn...

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Story banner by dreamalittledreamofsam

Safe Haven banner by Chasidern

Thanks, guys, they are absolutely perfect! 


Categories: One Shots, Missing Scenes Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 3838
[Report This] Published: 19/02/11 Updated: 19/02/11


Promises by bjxmas Rated: T starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 11]
Summary:

6.01 Exile on Main Street backstory, set a few months after 5.22 Swan Song.  Dean isn’t coping very well with normal, or maybe it’s he can’t cope with losing Sam to Hell.  Bobby visits.  It was easier apart; each allowed their illusions and their denial.  Now forced to face the obvious, the undeniable, that black hole between them where Sam used to stand.

PRO

My beautiful banner by the always awesome dreamalittledreamofsam


Categories: Missing Scenes Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Completed: Yes Word count: 15361
[Report This] Published: 22/09/10 Updated: 03/02/11


Summary:

5.17 99 Problems and 5.18 Point of No Return tag – Only a true servant of heaven can kill the Whore of Babylon.  Cas’ words echoed in both brothers’ minds, drawing forth the same painful realization. Bringing out the terror in one, that his brother would give in to the angel’s demands; confirming the truth for the other, that this was his destiny.

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Another glorious banner by dreamalittledreamofsam Thanks, hun!


Categories: One Shots, Missing Scenes Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 934
[Report This] Published: 29/01/11 Updated: 29/01/11


Summary:

This is how Sam's story ends. - S6 Drabbles on the Mystery of Younger Bro. Episodes 6.05 - 6.11 Some theories into what might be going on with Sam. Stream of consciousness wonderings & musings. Different perspectives, different explanations. So, what is the truth?

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Banner by the gracious and talented dreamalittledreamofsam

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Categories: Drabbles, Missing Scenes Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 18 Completed: Yes Word count: 2123
[Report This] Published: 26/10/10 Updated: 25/01/11


Summary:

Sam remembers each and every Christmas with Dean.  And he remembers the one without.

Season Six spoilers up to 6.09 Clap Your Hands If You Believe

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Banner by the talented and gracious dreamalittledreamofsam  Thank you, I love it!


Categories: One Shots, Missing Scenes Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 865
[Report This] Published: 15/01/11 Updated: 15/01/11


Summary:

6.07 Family Matters drabble.  Dean and Bobby discuss the ‘what ifs’; if only they’d known about Sam's soul before.  Input from 6.04 Weekend at Bobby's.


Categories: Drabbles, Missing Scenes Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 121
[Report This] Published: 06/11/10 Updated: 06/11/10


Lost in a Moment by bjxmas Rated: K+ starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 2]
Summary:

5.16 Dark Side of the Moon tag – “Sure, I can get lost in the moment. Why wouldn’t I want Mom back, telling me I’m her angel and baking me a pie? But it’s just a moment, it can’t be forever. I wouldn’t want it to be.” – Dean. “You wouldn’t?” Sam gasped.

LIAM

Another beautiful banner from dreamalittledreamofsam. *hugs the pretty*


Categories: One Shots, Missing Scenes Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1358
[Report This] Published: 29/09/10 Updated: 29/09/10