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Penname: RoweenaC [Contact]
Real name: Ilka
Status: Member
Member Since: 15/03/08
Website: http://roweenac.livejournal.com/
Beta-reader: No

 

 

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Old bio kinda didn't fit the cool banners... sucked a little, too.

I am an educator and work with children aged between 5 and 12 in a small town near Cologne in Germany.
I used to study English Literature, Archaeology and History but dropped out before the exam. Now, I'm enjoying my life and love my job.

I have done some writing in German, though I prefer English when I read and therefore write in that language, now. Furthermore, the show is way better in the OV than the synchronized version. Their German voices suck big time and they sound like high school boys... eeewww.

Having stumbled on the FanFics only weeks ago, I'm already addicted. You guys rock. I enjoy reading your stories so much. And I love reviewing almost as much as receiving them. Favorite topics in the stories as well as on TV are Dean in pain or emotional turmoil, taking on Demons etc. Yeah, I just like DEAN anyhow, he's just so...... ah, well you know. O oh, uhm. Wait I have to get my drool bucket. I am a little famous for it. If Dean is really hurt bad or if he strips I'll be drooling across my keyboard. Um. Sounds kinda disgusting. I AM A NICE PERSON! HONESTLY!!! My own stories tend to be Dean-centered covering angsty, hurt, tortured, snarky and protective Dean. Don't do humour. Just can't get the hang of it and those colloquialisms are really tough to do.

I am a huge fan of the British Isles and try to go there at least every second year.... This year I will be there three times. God. Can't believe it.

I'm an Aquarius and suffer from a great deal of this sign's flaws. Short spans of concentration, volatility. But I love being an Aquarius still. Being able to think ahead, to come up with unusual views about the world. You know what I mean... being a revolutionizer, a rebel not to go with the flow but to find different approaches and invent new things... Ehem. Sorry... wandered off...

some adjectives to describe me: clumsy, moody, morose, happy, witty, pert, funny, quick-witted, cynical, cheeky, sarcastic, caring, helpful, loyal, rash, impatient, enthusiastic, less persistent, friendly, polite, quickly bored, phlegmatic, lazy, depressive, angry, pugnacious, fierce, quirky, messy and laughing a lot.

Um, and a bit more info 'bout myself now:

age: mid thirties (dreading my fortieth birthday a little, still got some time till then though *wipes sweat from forehead*)

music: not only classic rock, there's Depeche Mode (and any other wave/electro stuff) - nope, not a goth though

movies: l love vampires and horror movies. Batman (with Christian Bale, my other fav male actor, apart from Jensen), LoTR

TV shows: long list here; Supernatural (no, not kidding!! haha.) CSI (all 3 of 'em), Medium, Criminal Minds, House, Heroes, X-files and many more. Addicted to them... Haven't watched any of them lately. Only SN for that matter. Caught up in writing and reading your AWESOME stories.

books: hm, difficult, am an avid reader, especially when it comes to Horror, Sci-Fi and Fantasy. Have had a Stephen King phase, right now it's Neil Gaiman and Christopher Paolini. Also love Tolkien, Tad Williams ....

pets: 4 (!) guinea pigs - don't pay any rent them dirty squeaky fluffy cuddly piggies.

kids: no, not yet, though 125 at the day care... If that counts...

higher ed: well, been there, tried that (majors in English Lit and History), dropped out

fav quotes: "Dude, I full on swayzed that motherfucker" and "What am I supposed to do?"

fav epi: all of them...

fav scene: AHBL2, Dean's moment of grief... awh. Makes me wanna hug him and snog him all (yes all!) over. 

well, then that seems to be all so far.

THANK YOU birdie for your trust and encouragement, I'll be forever in your debt....

And a shout to all ye GaLs. You know who you are. Loves ya all.

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AWESOME banners by bulletbabe! You so rock Louy....

I'll advertise my favourite self-made banner of the month here from now on... as no-one seems to read my journal *hint, hint*  

calUK and I have created our own LiveJournal community! Strictly for promoting purposes (for UnGen and dd.com!) and to have a safe haven on LJ WITHOUT wincest and all that other disgusting stuff! It is called winchester_hell and takes hurt!Dean and limp!Sam aswell as angsty stories. As long as one of the boys is suffering, we will post it!

We also post artwork, so if you're looking for a place to put your pretties, come and see if you like it!

We want to get people to read the stories over here, too. We will post promo-post from time to time to get people interested!

edited 09/09/25

Also, I'd like to mention my own LiveJournal here. I am very irregular and unpredictable when it comes to posting to it. However, I have started a thread there, where I discuss concepts and the development of the show's current plotline. It's called "Things to be remembered" and originated some time near the mid-season break in season 4. I have since posted quite a few of these rambling attempts to analyse the show. The following banner marks every TTBR entry I come up with. And, judging by the first 3 episodes of season 5, I'm gonna be doing that pretty often. I would like to invite you to drop by and read and maybe even comment! I'd love to discuss my ideas with you! See you on the otherside!

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UnGen Awards 2009 (edited 12/30/09)

 ~bounces and gazes at the awards with disbelief and joy~

 

Thanks, OMG... Thank you so much. This means a lot. Guess I'll have to finish End of Days after all... ~sharpens pen... um... fingertips... ouch!~


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Stories by RoweenaC
Miller Time by RoweenaC Rated: M starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 7]
Summary:

***Spoiler to 5.16***

Dean's POV after the last scene. 

So, I walked out on Sam. I DON'T GIVE A DAMN.

 


Categories: One Shots, Missing Scenes Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: No Word count: 757
[Report This] Published: 11/04/10 Updated: 11/04/10


Wolf Age by RoweenaC Rated: T starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 12]
Summary:

'Let's go kill some werewolves, Sammy. It'll be fun. Time for some good, old-fashioned hunting, Winchester style. A little shore leave, take a breather from the Apocalypse.' Like Hell!

Supernatural,Custodes Noctis,Winchesters,Emrys

The Winchesters meet up with the Emrys again.

 


Categories: General, Crossovers Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: Crossed Paths
Chapters: 2 Completed: No Word count: 9889
[Report This] Published: 13/03/10 Updated: 18/03/10


End of Days by RoweenaC Rated: M starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 54]
Summary:

 ***Accidental Spoilers for some concepts in Season 5**** Sequel to Links, follows canon mostly up to 4.21

Dean and Sam have to take on Lucifer, separated and hurt both in their own ways..."So, you really think you could do it? Kill me? Kill Sammy?” 
Hurt Dean, guilt-ridden Sam.
Lots of angst and graphic torment (for both, mental and physical), for some harsh language and gory action rated M.

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Thanks for voting! Means a lot guys!

Cal's banner is in the story notes. Thanks hun, I still love it!

 


Categories: General, AU Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: The Amulet Series
Chapters: 11 Completed: No Word count: 59915
[Report This] Published: 16/04/09 Updated: 07/03/10


Endgame by RoweenaC Rated: K starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 5]
Summary:

A different kind of showdown. Entry for the Olympic Winchesters challenge from the Vaults. words used: silver, gold, curling. Mere text body is 2010 words on my computer...

Mild spoilers for season 5.

supernatural,dean winchester,sam winchester

Thanks to calUK as usual. You are one awesome beta. And thanks for rearranging my screwed up banner. You made it so much better!


Categories: General, UnGen Challenges Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2057
[Report This] Published: 21/02/10 Updated: 21/02/10


Dead Inside by RoweenaC Rated: T starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 6]
Summary:

 ***Spoilers for 5.14***
It's darkest before the dawn.

supernatural,dean winchester

Really dark ficlet. Bring tissues!

Thx to calUK for the beta.


Categories: General, One Shots, Missing Scenes Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: Glimpses
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 610
[Report This] Published: 16/02/10 Updated: 16/02/10


Summary:

 

UnGen Christmas Challenge 2009 Letters to Santa

***Spoilers up to 5.10***


Categories: General, One Shots, UnGen Challenges Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: Glimpses
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 468
[Report This] Published: 09/12/09 Updated: 09/12/09


Reality Bites by RoweenaC Rated: K starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 23]
Summary: Past Featured Story

Entry for the Christmas Challenge 2009

"Letters to Santa"

 


Categories: Drabbles, Wee!chester, UnGen Challenges Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: Glimpses
Chapters: 2 Completed: Yes Word count: 214
[Report This] Published: 05/12/09 Updated: 05/12/09


Fearfacers by RoweenaC Rated: K+ starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 13]
Summary: Past Featured Story

another one...

this one's unbeta'ed. Please be gentle...


Categories: General, Drabbles, UnGen Challenges Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: Glimpses
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 115
[Report This] Published: 24/08/09 Updated: 24/08/09


Summary: Past Featured Story

Drabble for the Countdown challenge...

 


Categories: General, Drabbles, UnGen Challenges Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: Glimpses
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 110
[Report This] Published: 24/08/09 Updated: 24/08/09


Lock Pick by RoweenaC Rated: K starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 4]
Summary:

'Need a shower. Wash it away. Everything.'

double-drabble (at least on my computer...), words were: "beer" and "door".

Spoilers for season 4... but I guess most of you have seen it!

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This one is dedicated to birdie, as a weak attempt to make up for the lack of ideas for a wallpaper. The banner is for you too hun! Happy belated birthday!

Thanks Cal, for both the challenge and the beta. Helped me to tie down the muse for longer than a few seconds finally!

 


Categories: General, Drabbles Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: Glimpses
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 208
[Report This] Published: 20/08/09 Updated: 20/08/09


Summary:

Entry for the Fire Challenge 2009.

And then the world stops.
Breath freezing, stuck in her burning lungs.
Deadlock.

Winning banner

Thanks again for all the kind words about my artworks. I really, really appreciate them! I am proud to be a part of this great community! And thanks, Tree, for offering us such a great challenge! *smishes ya*

I am such a crappy friend. I forgot the most important bit here. 

Cal, please accept my eternal thanks. I could have never done any of these things without your constant support. You challenge me to give my best, you help me up when I stumble. Thanks for that. I am so glad to have met you. You are a true friend and an awesome beta! Miss ya! This one is for you Cal-Kiddo! Can't wait to give you an overdue hug. You deserve it and will have to endure it! No matter what. Hey, I don't do chick-flick either, so what?!


Categories: General, UnGen Challenges, Missing Scenes Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: Glimpses
Chapters: 3 Completed: Yes Word count: 852
[Report This] Published: 20/07/09 Updated: 20/07/09


Intoxicated by RoweenaC Rated: M starstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 4]
Summary:

******Spoiler up to 4.18*****

Tag/missing/double-drabble'ish scene to 4.16

Thanks to CalUK, birdie and Janger for their opinions and beta.

 

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Categories: General, One Shots, Drabbles, Missing Scenes Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: Glimpses
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 201
[Report This] Published: 05/04/09 Updated: 05/04/09


Summary:

double-drabble dedicated to MuffyMorrigan

words were: squinch, bloody, vampire...

hence the title, heh.

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banner by the amazing calUK


Categories: General, One Shots, Drabbles Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: Glimpses
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 371
[Report This] Published: 12/02/09 Updated: 12/02/09


Demonic by RoweenaC Rated: T starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 5]
Summary:

drabble answer to Tree's challenge on The Vaults

words are: Ruby, Bitch

Spoilers for Season 4!!!!!


Categories: UnGen Challenges, General, Drabbles Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: Glimpses
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 97
[Report This] Published: 28/01/09 Updated: 28/01/09


How I feel by RoweenaC Rated: T starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 6]
Summary:

**** SPOILER for 4.10 Heaven and Hell****

Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away!

(lyrics by Staind)

set right after named episode, thanks to calUK again...

Part three of the oneshot trilogy called Harmony! (echoes some of the ideas in the other two...) Don't blame me for the name... just a joke from IM with calUK earlier.

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Categories: General, One Shots, Missing Scenes Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: Glimpses
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1982
[Report This] Published: 09/01/09 Updated: 09/01/09


Summary:

WARNING *****Death-fic!!!!!!!!!*****

Set post-series...

Oh, don't you make it my dyin', dyin', dyin'...cough...

 

Part two of the oneshot trilogy Harmony! 

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banner by me

Thank you Cal! Did an awesome beta here....


Categories: General, AU Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: Glimpses
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2279
[Report This] Published: 06/01/09 Updated: 06/01/09


Summary:

**** SPOILERS FOR SEASON 4 UP TO EPI 10****

Graphic violence! Not a death fic but very, very dark!

My stomach lurches and I have to stop for an instant to steady myself while my conscience catches up with me.

Part one of the oneshot trilogy called Harmony (ta CalUK for the inspiration! 

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banner by me....

For calUK! Girl what an awesome time we had! And ta for the quick beta!


Categories: One Shots, Missing Scenes Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: Glimpses
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1784
[Report This] Published: 03/01/09 Updated: 05/01/09


Summary:

Double Drabble, answer to 12/06/08 London Meeting Challenge

Key words: Christmas Wrath

Ta to calUk for the idea and beta. Same goes for birdie regarding beta'ing!

Merry Christmas everyone!

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banner by calUK...   other drabbles will go up under same banner!


Categories: Drabbles Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: Glimpses
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 202
[Report This] Published: 23/12/08 Updated: 23/12/08


In and Out by RoweenaC Rated: T starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 6]
Summary:

What happened that Christmas before Sam came back into his life? We have hurt!Dean, a little bit humour and a villain.

Dean centered Christmas story. Flashbacks to his childhood. Story for the 12/25/08 Challenge.

Go enjoy! Have a very Merry Winchestery Christmas... and all the best for the New Year!

Thanks to my betas! Couldn't have done it without either of you: Jane, Bev, and Cal, you guys rock. And special thanks go to gaelic to lettin' me build on some of her ideas from Ramble On

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banner by me...

 


Categories: General, One Shots, Wee!chester, UnGen Challenges Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: Glimpses
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 5885
[Report This] Published: 17/12/08 Updated: 18/12/08


It Only Hurts by RoweenaC Rated: K+ starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 8]
Summary:

******SPOILERS***** Season 4 setting, so pretty much anything up to 4.09.

Dean remembers a lot from his time "down under". More than he would ever want anyone - especially Sam - to know.

angsty!Dean

Thanks to Bev (birdie) and Cal (calUK) for a quick beta!

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banner by me

Usual disclaimer, I own nothing 'cept my own ideas... Damn, I wish I were Kripke or the CW or WB.... or just on set, next to the boys...


Categories: General, One Shots, Missing Scenes Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: Glimpses
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 937
[Report This] Published: 17/11/08 Updated: 17/11/08


Summary:

****SPOILERS****

Tag to "In the Beginning" Dean is on his way to Sam, deep in thought...     angsty!Dean, guess it's a sad, sad tag... (so I've been told by Janger, birdie and calUK.... thx for beta-ing! You guys rock!)

If you haven't seen the epi, I strongly advise you DON'T read this as it will be very much spoiling the whole episode...

 

 


Categories: General, One Shots, Missing Scenes Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: Glimpses
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2694
[Report This] Published: 14/10/08 Updated: 14/10/08


Summary:

Dean contemplates his state after returning from Hell. Angst, hurt for Dean. And a protective Sam.

Sequel to Magic Lies in the Little Things

Spoilers up to 4.02. BEWARE. And go and watch them. Awesome episodes so far this season.

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banner by Cal. You are a multi-gifted person, Cal. Way to go!


Categories: General, One Shots, Missing Scenes Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2126
[Report This] Published: 03/10/08 Updated: 03/10/08


Summary:

 

Right. Now this far off my usual stuff. But still, I liked it and it made me feel better.

The story was prompted by three words thrown at me from bulletbabe: magic pink marshmallows...

And I dedicate this thing to Louy, Bev, my sis Judith, Tanja, Michi, Stefan, Wibke, Sandra, Nicole, my wonderful parents and all those who helped me through this tiring process of breaking up and moving into a new place.

 

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The key words and the beautiful banner, bullet you ROCK BIG TIME!


Categories: General, One Shots, Wee!chester Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2286
[Report This] Published: 14/08/08 Updated: 14/08/08


Summary:

This is probably the saddest I have come up with so far. I was watching some very fine and very depressing clips on YouTube the other day. All using "What I've Done" by Linkin Park. About Dean and Sam dying. So I couldn't find sleep until I got it out of my head.

I couldn't quite make out who of the boys is thinking this. The scence fades from one to the other. So maybe you can enlighten me...

Do NOT read if close to being suicidal. Honestly. Rated T for suicide allusions.

It is some kind of poetry I figure. It's a train of thought, like my other poetry attempt (31 seconds in Hell) So, if you don't like that, don't read it.

 

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Categories: General, One Shots Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: Glimpses
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 320
[Report This] Published: 28/07/08 Updated: 28/07/08


Normal by RoweenaC Rated: K starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 11]
Summary:

For the "Get well soon, Angela" Challenge. A bit of happiness in an otherwise very sad childhood...

My first attempt at a Wee!chester thing. And yeah, I know Dean embraced the life as a hunter with 16.

Dedicated to Angela and her family and the UnGen-family. Also, I'd like to thank my beta-birds once more for their encouragement and patience.

 

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Banner by the unbeatable bulletbabe who seems to be able to pluck the images right out of my mind. Kinda scary... Thanks, Louy.

I don't own anything seen on the show. Sadly, Kripke owns the boys. My ideas are mine.

 


Categories: One Shots, Wee!chester, UnGen Challenges Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: Glimpses
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2555
[Report This] Published: 13/07/08 Updated: 13/07/08