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Penname: RoweenaC [Contact]
Real name: Ilka
Status: Member
Member Since: 15/03/08
Website: http://roweenac.livejournal.com/
Beta-reader: No

 

 

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Old bio kinda didn't fit the cool banners... sucked a little, too.

I am an educator and work with children aged between 5 and 12 in a small town near Cologne in Germany.
I used to study English Literature, Archaeology and History but dropped out before the exam. Now, I'm enjoying my life and love my job.

I have done some writing in German, though I prefer English when I read and therefore write in that language, now. Furthermore, the show is way better in the OV than the synchronized version. Their German voices suck big time and they sound like high school boys... eeewww.

Having stumbled on the FanFics only weeks ago, I'm already addicted. You guys rock. I enjoy reading your stories so much. And I love reviewing almost as much as receiving them. Favorite topics in the stories as well as on TV are Dean in pain or emotional turmoil, taking on Demons etc. Yeah, I just like DEAN anyhow, he's just so...... ah, well you know. O oh, uhm. Wait I have to get my drool bucket. I am a little famous for it. If Dean is really hurt bad or if he strips I'll be drooling across my keyboard. Um. Sounds kinda disgusting. I AM A NICE PERSON! HONESTLY!!! My own stories tend to be Dean-centered covering angsty, hurt, tortured, snarky and protective Dean. Don't do humour. Just can't get the hang of it and those colloquialisms are really tough to do.

I am a huge fan of the British Isles and try to go there at least every second year.... This year I will be there three times. God. Can't believe it.

I'm an Aquarius and suffer from a great deal of this sign's flaws. Short spans of concentration, volatility. But I love being an Aquarius still. Being able to think ahead, to come up with unusual views about the world. You know what I mean... being a revolutionizer, a rebel not to go with the flow but to find different approaches and invent new things... Ehem. Sorry... wandered off...

some adjectives to describe me: clumsy, moody, morose, happy, witty, pert, funny, quick-witted, cynical, cheeky, sarcastic, caring, helpful, loyal, rash, impatient, enthusiastic, less persistent, friendly, polite, quickly bored, phlegmatic, lazy, depressive, angry, pugnacious, fierce, quirky, messy and laughing a lot.

Um, and a bit more info 'bout myself now:

age: mid thirties (dreading my fortieth birthday a little, still got some time till then though *wipes sweat from forehead*)

music: not only classic rock, there's Depeche Mode (and any other wave/electro stuff) - nope, not a goth though

movies: l love vampires and horror movies. Batman (with Christian Bale, my other fav male actor, apart from Jensen), LoTR

TV shows: long list here; Supernatural (no, not kidding!! haha.) CSI (all 3 of 'em), Medium, Criminal Minds, House, Heroes, X-files and many more. Addicted to them... Haven't watched any of them lately. Only SN for that matter. Caught up in writing and reading your AWESOME stories.

books: hm, difficult, am an avid reader, especially when it comes to Horror, Sci-Fi and Fantasy. Have had a Stephen King phase, right now it's Neil Gaiman and Christopher Paolini. Also love Tolkien, Tad Williams ....

pets: 4 (!) guinea pigs - don't pay any rent them dirty squeaky fluffy cuddly piggies.

kids: no, not yet, though 125 at the day care... If that counts...

higher ed: well, been there, tried that (majors in English Lit and History), dropped out

fav quotes: "Dude, I full on swayzed that motherfucker" and "What am I supposed to do?"

fav epi: all of them...

fav scene: AHBL2, Dean's moment of grief... awh. Makes me wanna hug him and snog him all (yes all!) over. 

well, then that seems to be all so far.

THANK YOU birdie for your trust and encouragement, I'll be forever in your debt....

And a shout to all ye GaLs. You know who you are. Loves ya all.

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AWESOME banners by bulletbabe! You so rock Louy....

I'll advertise my favourite self-made banner of the month here from now on... as no-one seems to read my journal *hint, hint*  

calUK and I have created our own LiveJournal community! Strictly for promoting purposes (for UnGen and dd.com!) and to have a safe haven on LJ WITHOUT wincest and all that other disgusting stuff! It is called winchester_hell and takes hurt!Dean and limp!Sam aswell as angsty stories. As long as one of the boys is suffering, we will post it!

We also post artwork, so if you're looking for a place to put your pretties, come and see if you like it!

We want to get people to read the stories over here, too. We will post promo-post from time to time to get people interested!

edited 09/09/25

Also, I'd like to mention my own LiveJournal here. I am very irregular and unpredictable when it comes to posting to it. However, I have started a thread there, where I discuss concepts and the development of the show's current plotline. It's called "Things to be remembered" and originated some time near the mid-season break in season 4. I have since posted quite a few of these rambling attempts to analyse the show. The following banner marks every TTBR entry I come up with. And, judging by the first 3 episodes of season 5, I'm gonna be doing that pretty often. I would like to invite you to drop by and read and maybe even comment! I'd love to discuss my ideas with you! See you on the otherside!

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UnGen Awards 2009 (edited 12/30/09)

 ~bounces and gazes at the awards with disbelief and joy~

 

Thanks, OMG... Thank you so much. This means a lot. Guess I'll have to finish End of Days after all... ~sharpens pen... um... fingertips... ouch!~


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Reviews by RoweenaC
 
Salvation by neonchica Rated: T starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 70]
Summary:

It helped. It made the days easier to get through. But when Dean get’s hurt because of Sam’s secret, Sam finally has to face the repercussions.


Categories: General, AU Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 8 Completed: Yes Word count: 18619
[Report This] Published: 06/05/07 Updated: 14/05/07


Reviewer: RoweenaC Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 19/03/08 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3

So, this time no horrible recovering for Dean? I'm a bit surprised ;))

Well maybe this'll turn out really good... No wait, it's awesome already............ Cheers!

 
Summary:

Tragedy strikes the boys once again, and it's going to take everything they have to get through the latest turn of events.


Categories: General, AU Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Completed: Yes Word count: 87324
[Report This] Published: 19/05/07 Updated: 22/10/07


Reviewer: RoweenaC Signed
Date: 17/03/08 Title: Chapter 25: Chapter 25

Another story worth telling. Though it's always tough to 'see' Dean suffer at your hands, hehe. Thanks for the whole thing. I've started on retribution. However that one is the toughest.... Keep up writing! Best wishes from Germany

 
The Rapture by bulletbabe Rated: K+ starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 176]
Summary:

Dean is not the only one making deals with demons - and they never end well!

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Categories: General, Action Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Completed: Yes Word count: 33666
[Report This] Published: 14/10/07 Updated: 15/04/08


Reviewer: RoweenaC Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 13/04/08 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1 A big freaking girls knife!

Hm, -Hi Louy by the way - hm, intriguing. That professor's got something nasty planned for Sam... Don't trust any academic!! Haha.

Sam covered in stinking mud - well, that's retaliation for the Pilot, right? And anyway, why's he complaining, he still got to ride the Impala... spoilt brat that he is, hehe.

Cheers, on with the next, Ilka

 



Author's Response: Awe, Ilka, thanks so much hun! Glad you've started reading this ona as it's very nearly finished...all I have to do is post the final chapter and then we're done! Thanks for the great review and the stars...XX Louy

 
Reviewer: RoweenaC Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 13/04/08 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2 No 'skinny assed' chick!

Uh oh, Now he's really pissed. First they lay their filthy hands on Sammy and now the car! These guys will definitely pay back in a very very very painful way. Go for em Dean!!!

 

Ilka



Author's Response:

Oh yeah, and he's gonna get a whole lot more pissed before the ride's over..lol Thanks Ilka for another great review and stars...XX Louy

 
Summary: Kazcon Auction story for Nana56, hope you like it. Multi-chapter. Rising floodwaters trap Sam and an injured (of course) Dean in a house with a kindly woman keeping watch for her long lost son. If you're familiar with my stuff you know what to expect. If you're not, welcome to the world thru my eyes.
Categories: General Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Completed: No Word count: 35658
[Report This] Published: 31/10/07 Updated: 01/05/08


Reviewer: RoweenaC Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 25/03/08 Title: Chapter 6: The Price

Nice idea to quote Chipping. Enjoyed that one. Can't wait to read more...

 
Reviewer: RoweenaC Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 25/03/08 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7: Inch by Inch

uh-oh... doesn't look good for my cutie, now does it. Give him some rest please - no on second thoughts, just go on. you're doing an awful good job there.don't let me keep ya.

 
Reviewer: RoweenaC Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 25/03/08 Title: Chapter 10: Climbing Up The Down

OH, please hurry up- on the other hand, if you're not feeling well after surgery, take your time. We still need you around to write many more stories. So, I'll just keep checking in every day (sometimes more often though) for an update. I'll bite my fingernails until then.

Take care. I'll read CRY IN THE NIGHT next. See ya, bye, Ilka

 
Reviewer: RoweenaC Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 22/04/08 Title: Chapter 11: Chapter 11 Welcome To My Nightmare

Hi Terry,

geez, I completely overlooked you update, can you believe it... Shame on me.

So out of surgery and off to a new chapter. I must say it's agood one. Poor Emma, but I bet she is in a better place now.

Anticipating the next chappie,

Cheers, Ilka/RoweenaC

 
The Devil In You by calUK Rated: T starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 48]
Summary:

Okay - old summary sucked, so trying again.

Sam and Dean find that a 'simple' hunt is far more than it seems, and the repurcussions could cost them everything.

spoliers for seasons 1 + 2

Formatting and screw-ups now fixed! (I think...)


Categories: Action Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 27 Completed: Yes Word count: 79023
[Report This] Published: 13/11/07 Updated: 26/03/08


Reviewer: RoweenaC Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 27/03/08 Title: Chapter 6: Perfect Rythym

uh, I got all tingly reading this bit. Hm, think i need some bed action myself. will let my boyfriend know about it. hehe

 

seriously, well done so far.....

 
Reviewer: RoweenaC Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 27/03/08 Title: Chapter 7: Through Terror and Out the Other Side

my god, it's like watching it happen -not reading. Haven't had any similar experience reading fanfic so far. I mean, there's some really good stuff around but this, I mean, this is like watching an episode. Well done there... I feel a bit like throwing up.... I'd rate it higher, but 10 is the max, so pretend it's 12 ok?

Author's Response:

Wow, thanks, when I'm writing I tend to see the scene in full-blown technicolour in my head, so I'm really glad you get to see the same thing!

And I'm pretending, I'm pretending!

Ta.

 
Reviewer: RoweenaC Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 27/03/08 Title: Chapter 8: Quicksilver in the Moonlight

oh dear, poor dean. dunno what to say. i'm in tears.

 
Reviewer: RoweenaC Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 27/03/08 Title: Chapter 9: Innocent and Lost

still crying

 
Reviewer: RoweenaC Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 27/03/08 Title: Chapter 10: A Touch in the Dark

this is torture to read. i'm so reading this till the very end...

 most favorite story ever Rating grows even more!!!!

 
Reviewer: RoweenaC Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 28/03/08 Title: Chapter 14: Rats, Crawling Inside

oh no, dean. well i sort of expected his choice. all to save sam, as usual. So, i'm just sad it had to come to this.

So i think so far your story works very well. i'm really being sucked into it. has never happened that completely. i find myself to scared to go on reading and at the same time unable to resist the next chapter. Kinda like a fight with a demon inside you.

well done, again as high a rating as could be



Author's Response:

Oh, don't be too sad. Not yet, anyway...

Thanks for reviewing - haven't been able to reply til now but they're very much appreciated!

 

 
Reviewer: RoweenaC Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 28/03/08 Title: Chapter 16: Dial Tone

torture, i dont see a happy ending there

 

still higher than 10, but ah, well i have to give you all i can, so pretend again hun...

 
Reviewer: RoweenaC Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 05/04/08 Title: Chapter 20: Dying by Degrees

Hey Cal,

felt, I had to leave another review. I'm currently reading offline, so haven't gotten around to do it. Thank you for the complex and intense story so far. It's always a pleasure to read it (doing it while in the sports centre).

Cheers,

Ilka

 
Reviewer: RoweenaC Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 17/04/08 Title: Chapter 22: Falling Forever

Hey Cal,

 guess I'll start here. Have read this and the previous chapters in print, so gonna do an overview review on the story so far...

Told you before and tell you now, GREAT story. I love the way you write and how well you know the boys. It is definitely one of the best stories on UnGen... no, not flattering, just true.

This chppie is the best example to my reasoning. The way Dean once again sacrifies himself and Sam can't stand living with out him.... aaah... heartbreaking. I read this while I was in the sports center riding one of those bikes there. I had to breathe deeply and close my eyes otherwise I would've been in tears...

This story is so emotional and full of suspense.... Lost for words. Will read on nowand do my reviews on each chapie...

Cheers and hugs, Ilka

 
Reviewer: RoweenaC Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 17/04/08 Title: Chapter 23: Empty...

---- geez, that definitely is hell to Dean. -----

I'm crying while writing. Get a grip gal! Breathe ----

OK, now. REVIEW

Awesome bits at the beginning and end (bold letters). Chills and goosebumps first, tears in the end.

Powerful pictures, very poetic, yet so sad and haunting.

Dean is so sweet when he's in love and knows he can't have her back, only savouring the memories... wanna hold him and comfort him.

best part "a storm surge of salty pain to his eyes" - where I would merely write "Tears welled up in his eyes", uuuuhhh you're an artist.

And in the end he is so alone, no one to save him, he feels like he let down the whole world....

And then, Sam's eyes all emptyand seemingly dead because of his own brother's fault....

Cal, I just dunno what to say. Thank you for this wonderful, sad story...

Will go on with the next chap....

Hugs, Ilka

 
Reviewer: RoweenaC Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 17/04/08 Title: Chapter 24: ...Infinite

Cal, me again.

Nice idea to have Sam relive past hunts ending in a different and horrifying way.

 And the end, owh, LOVED IT - in a pervy way. Great idea. So they both have their worst nightmare incommon - killing their brother.

Wonder if and how they find each other and fight their way outta hell...

Gonna do the rest 2morrow, promised. Gotta sleep now, if I can after those pictures you drew in my mind...

Hugs, good night, Ilka



Author's Response:

Ilka,

thanks so much for the reviews, they really mean a lot to me, especially at the moment.

the nightmares the boys were gonna live through in hell kept changing (must've written each one a half-dozen times!) but the one thing that always stayed the same, was the idea that the worst thing, the one thing that would snap them out of it was the other dying, so I'm so glad you picked up on that!

Hope you enjoy the rest...

And keep writing 'Links', 'cause I'm hooked!

 
Reviewer: RoweenaC Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 18/04/08 Title: Chapter 25: When the Hounds come callin'.

Wow, Cal!

That's actually exactly the way I hope and think they will do it on the show. Them walking into hell alive and out. I thought before i read your story, that this is the only way. Cos by this Dean will stick to he contract and still live to see the next season. Wanna take a bet? Easy but thinkable. Haven't spoken to anyone about that idea, but you wrote it before Kripke is putting it on the screen. Mark my words... they'll do it like that.

If not, this would still be the most logical and fitting way.

Great, I thought i was the only one thinking this way...

Hugs and Kisses, Ilka

 
Reviewer: RoweenaC Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 19/04/08 Title: Chapter 26: Just Keep Going

YEEEHHAAA, they made it out, both of tehm. Thank you, for not letting them die!

 

On with the next and sadly last chap,

Hugs, Ilka

 
Reviewer: RoweenaC Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 19/04/08 Title: Chapter 27: Epilogue - The Devil in You

OOOOOh, it's over.

Gotta say one of the best things i've read on the UnGen so far. Cal you are an author and should send it to Kripke...

 Thank you for your creativity,

Cheers, see you on the other stories... Ilka



Author's Response:

Ilka, thank you so much for the reviews!

They really keep me smiling, and writing - was starting to worry when everyone stopped reviewing this story, since it's the biggest thing i've ever written, so your continued support has made a huge difference.

Can't wait for more of 'Links' - really loving the Hurt!Dean and the freaky girl, and holding my breath to see Lilith turn up (its amazing how a character that, so far, has only appeared in one scene can be so threatening...)

Ta hun, see ya soon...

 
Summary:

An once-imprisoned evil now threatens to push the Winchesters over the edge...

Livin On the Edge

Sensue award  Winner -Round 17 SNFA - Thanks Everyone!


Categories: Action Characters: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Completed: Yes Word count: 58105
[Report This] Published: 13/11/07 Updated: 18/01/09


Reviewer: RoweenaC Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 13/12/09 Title: Chapter 5: And God Knows It Ain't His...

Oh heck! Just a short one this time... sorry but that just was a mean cliffie!

What a nasty SOB! Gonna smack that bitch over its ugly head and kick it to the moon! Great! An no usual way of getting that thing under control, huh? Oh man if that aint the best demon sucker ever! However... I need to get back to Dean. See if he manages to evade that mean, nasty fugly!

 Hugs, Ilka 

 
Reviewer: RoweenaC Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 13/12/09 Title: Chapter 4: I Don't Know What It Is...

O KNEW IT! I KNEW IT. Damn that curse box! O dammit. *stomps foot*

Okay, hold on. Gotta take a deep breath to organize my thoughts before I quickly review ya. Need to read on... 

I forgot to mention how much I like your idea of using the Aerosmith song for chapter titles. WOW. Ingenious. I had the idea of using Metallica songs (their titles) for different chappies but I never got around to writing an appropriate fic for that. SO, way to go for that idea *applauds*

Laughed at this one and agreed wholeheartedly: "Sucked louder than country music" HELL YEAH

The scene with Dean snuggling under Sammy's gigantic hoodie was so cute. And the brief whiff of his baby bro to comfort him a little. Aw.

 That thing in the backseat is pleasantly creepy and it talkin Russian or some other slavonic language is an eerie extra. Shame on that thing for transgressing into Dean's most sacred car, the one place he feels at home. Dissecration! Blasphemy! Outrageous!

On that thing itself: red eyes, fangs and blurry. What kind of critter is that? A Russian demonic, vicious, vengeful vampire??? WTF???

Cheers!

 
Reviewer: RoweenaC Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 13/12/09 Title: Chapter 3: Something's Wrong With Our Eyes

hey ya chicas... review no 3 on the way!

okay... got a few comments and questions. Loved this one and I am soooo hooked. Glad I can read this story when it's finished to skip the long wait in between. 

First of all: Dean you idjit! Lying to Sammy is NEVER a good idea but lying about his injuries mustve been right up there with making a deal with a demon on the not-such-a-great-idea list. Sam woulda been able to bring meds and stuff plus he coulda prepared for towing the Impala from that ledge... tsk tsk tsk *shakes head at his idiotic desire to protect his GROWN UP bro* Seriously... tho I love him... aw I love him so much when he tries to breathe thru the pain and all that yumminess... mmmmh thanks for that!

fun bits: "bleeding to death, or worse yet, starving" soooo Dean and frankly I laughed out loud and so hard. It came at such a tense moment; I was able to breathe again there.

Bossy Sammy was fun to read too. The way he doesnt take shit from Dean... so cool. 

the mountain goat... OMG the mountain goat. i cant put into words how hilarious that was. Dean, rolling his eyes and being sarcastic while in pain is just soooo awesome. And you did a brilliant job at this particular side of HurtDean.

ouch bit: loved the way you described the pain in his leg: "lava-like, flesh consuming river of misery". Man, I cringed at that. Even felt a little echo of what Dean was going thru. Very sensory and credible description. Terrific. Oh and of course very yummy.... *wipes away drool*

creepy bit: okay.. a few questions (not that I think I get an answer other than "Keep reading" but hey... I can dream cant I?) or thoughts about that blurry, red eyed shape in the backseat. Man, that was creepy. *shivers*

I literally jumped when he saw the eyes. Dude, get the hell outa there. That thing is from one of them curse boxes or followed him out of the locker. That moment he thinks he's being watched, that's when it followed him out, I bet.

I remember all those devil traps in that place. What if they were keepin something in and not just out? Just like the huge thing built by Colt? 

And well, red eyed demons usually mean crossroads... but I got a different vibe from that thing. Biding its time, just sitting there and watching. EVIL.

And then Sam's remark to take a demon over a pissed off Bobby. True, but oh damn! Sammy, careful what you wish for.

This is all very intriguing and scary. I am curious as to how the whole thing continues. Lemme just say, Dean needs to get outa the car... NOW

thx for this one... off to the next one. 

Hugs. Ilka