"..the warm, trusting weight of his baby brother in his arms.  he would never forget that, because he never truly put him down."  What a beautiful statement!  I loved it!

"What used to rip him screaming from his sleep was now a dull part of the anxiety he constantly felt."  A nice touch!  We all know that Dean is under constant stress. Now we know where part of that comes. It's been building for longer than I realized.