Reviewer: mizpah (Signed) · Date: 12/08/10 09:40 PM · On: Chapter 35
I'm hoping that as the medication begins to work, Dean will find it easier to reach Sam - at least now he knows what he's up against after getting that flash of the environment in which Sam is trying to take refuge. Hopefully Dean's voice will penetrate the fog and lure his little brother back. And hopefully Dr Carmichael will be able to go back to his family sooner than expected. hugs Jules
Author's Response: Hey, nothing can stop Dean, he is awesome after all. So don't worry, Sam is gonna be fine. Hugs, Vonnie
Reviewer: mizpah (Signed) · Date: 31/07/10 07:14 AM · On: Chapter 34
I was almost going to suggest they call Missouri to see if she could reach Sam deep within his own mind, but after hearing what the doc had to say about his condition, I'm wondering if I dare have a tiny bit of hope for Dean's success. Then again.....perhaps I'll just hold off on that for a bit..... Jules
Author's Response: Thanks, they will have to fix the cause first, before Dean can even try to get to his brother. But he isn't going to quit. You know his awesomeness. Hugs, Vonnie
Reviewer: mizpah (Signed) · Date: 31/07/10 07:06 AM · On: Chapter 33
That was a real fit of temper Sam threw there - makes me wonder if something else is going on apart from the depression. And Dean was right - it wasn't anything to be ashamed of, though in the Winchester world, Sam probably thinks it's a cardinal sin to allow himself to be taken down by something like that. And now he's shut down after hurting his brother - this definitely isn't good. Something's seriously wrong with Sammy. Hope that big brother can break through those barriers to reach him. Jules
Author's Response: Thanks, Dean will have to reach really deep to get Sam out of this. It's going to be really tough for the big brother. Hugs, Vonnie
Reviewer: mizpah (Signed) · Date: 31/07/10 06:43 AM · On: Chapter 32
So Sam's sleepwalking again. And that didn't end well last time, so I'm really biting my nails nervously now. And what was that crash? What have Bobby and the doc walked in on? Not good.....things are about to get messy... Jules
Author's Response: Thanks again. Couldn't let go of the sleepwalking, after all, that's what this story is supposed to be about. And yep, things are getting messy again, but you know that by now. Hugs, Vonnie
Reviewer: mizpah (Signed) · Date: 31/07/10 06:39 AM · On: Chapter 31
Sam's moods are certainly swinging wildly now, but that's depression for you. I really hope there isn't any more major trauma on Sam's horizon, but I have a horrible feeling this is about to go tits up again. Oh, Sammy.....poor kid can never catch a break, can he? Jules
Author's Response: Well, you know me and it's a good way to torture Dean and Bobby too. Thanks for letting me know, I missed you. Hugs, Vonnie
Reviewer: bia1007 (Signed) · Date: 27/07/10 02:18 PM · On: Chapter 34
Still trying to get over this chapter, this line just hit me in the heart, "And that's when he understood, well his mind understood, as his heart was still in denial, unable to believe that he would do this to Dean"! And then the Cain/Able comparison, how unbelievably painful (and brilliant), poor Sam. A bit out of words here, grand and intense scenes, you can literally feel their pain, outstanding!
Author's Response: Thanks is not really enough for your awesome review. I just don't know what to say. I'm just glad I could touch you like this. So I guess I'm sending you virtual flowers and cookies. Hugs, Vonnie
Reviewer: bia1007 (Signed) · Date: 16/07/10 06:29 AM · On: Chapter 33
What a deeply sad but fantastic and intense chapter! My heart broke for Sam when he realized he'd hit Dean ("Dean..."It wasn't really a spoken word, rather it was a whiff floating of the lips of a lost soul so laden." God Sam! and what a grand line!) and his now near catatonic state shows he can't bear this and it hurts him to his very core. Still I'm kind of relieved it was Dean who took the blow, Sam physicaly can't take any more and if his health deteriorates further they'll never be able to help him out of his depression (but it's not only the depression, right? depression wouldn't make Sam this angry, he never would have hit Dean...). Loved Dean immediately after waking up asked for his brother and wanted to be at Sam's side! As always thank you so much and I can't wait for more!
Author's Response: Again, you almost brought tears to my eyes with your reviews. I'm so glad to have you as my friend and I'm even more glad to be able and bring you a little joy (or heartbreak) with my stories. Thank you so much for being there and always finding something special. Hugs, Vonnie
Reviewer: bia1007 (Signed) · Date: 11/07/10 10:32 AM · On: Chapter 32
After this very very cruel cliffie I wished I could make you come back immediately with the next chapter! Something bad happened and Sam just can't take any more blows, physically or emotionally and actually I think neither can Dean. So hope Bobby and Dr. Finch can do something to help of Bobby will lose both his boys. How desperate things are became painfully obvious when Bobby told Dean he'd never seen Sam like this before, "...matter of fact, I've never seen anyone quite as bad" and Dean just seemed to crumple under the weight ("He wanted to believe, he really did, yet for Bobby to say the words he said, showed him it was worse. Not that he didn't know before, he just had pushed it away to be able to live with it. Now he couldn't even do that anymore."). Another scene that showed Dean's despair was when he worked with Bobby and "he again and again looked up to the window of the room he shared with his brother." So deeply sad. And then there is Sam, so trapped in his depression, that's the - very dark but beautifully worded - centre of it all: "Sam felt like there was a wasteland within him; everything was void of emotions, void of color, void of air. It was almost like he didn't belong anymore, like he was only an observer, caught in his lifeless desert, seeing a world of light with blue sky and green grass on one side and a world of darkness, filled with thick inky blackness on the ogher. Both of them barely visible on either side of the horizon, neither close enough for him to ever reach." Haunting, amazing images! Brilliant chapter!
Author's Response: Thank you so much, you're absolutely wonderful. I always love your comments and this one is so great, it makes me blush. I'm so happy you enjoy my little story. Hugs, Vonnie
Reviewer: bia1007 (Signed) · Date: 04/07/10 03:25 PM · On: Chapter 31
I'm afraid Bobby has to worry about Sam now - a lot! It's painful to see how fast Sam again is getting worse and it seems this dangerous circle of flashbacks and nightmares is now affecting his health what really would be horrible after everything they have been through and after Sam and Dean found each other again. Even more alarming is Sam doesn't share his fears with Dean who is more than frightened for his little brother and as it seems feels very helpless. They have to find a way to get through to Sam fast now or all could be lost. But - as scary this is, you give here a great and deep insight into Sam's fears and how much this young and so very kind man suffers and struggles with the terrible blows of his fate. A grand portrait and chapter!
Author's Response: Thank you so much, I can hardly believe what you are telling me and I'm so honored by it. So are just so sweet. You are right that there is a lot to worry about. Hugs, Vonnie
Reviewer: bia1007 (Signed) · Date: 11/06/10 01:36 PM · On: Chapter 29
You can't possibly imagine how much you saved my week with this update! It feels so good Sam is home with Dean and Bobby and I just loved what Dean said to his brother - I know the sleepwalking is still an issue but right now I intend to fully enjoy to see them back together, healing and at ease again in this chapter. Thank you!!!
Author's Response: Thanks, I'm just glad I could do something for you and save your week. And Dean is going to watch Sam like a hawk now, count on it. Hugs, Vonnie
Reviewer: mizpah (Signed) · Date: 09/06/10 09:22 PM · On: Chapter 29
I really want to say thank heavens Sam's home and doing well......but there's this little voice that tells me not to get my hopes up just yet. That "little bit more excitement" has me worried now...... *chews fingernails*...... Jules
Author's Response: Yes, thank heavens, but your little voice is right. But I promise, no more hospital stays and major injuries. Thanks for the review, I bet you're off to work now. Hugs, Vonnie
Reviewer: mizpah (Signed) · Date: 16/05/10 04:46 AM · On: Chapter 28
So, does this mean he's going to be all right? As long as he doesn't start sleepwalking again.... I like Dr Carmichael. Even more after the little phone incident in the last chapter. Fingers crossed for Sammy's continued recovery. Jules
Author's Response: Thanks. Yes, Sammy is going to be alright. For now at least. You know me, don't know what I might do to him in the future. Hugs, Vonnie
Reviewer: mizpah (Signed) · Date: 16/05/10 04:41 AM · On: Chapter 27
Oh, please don't let it be another setback. Poor Sammy deserves a break here. Loved the little puppy power scene, and nurse Jo getting caught in the periphery. Lethal weapons, those puppy eyes. Jules
Author's Response: Nobody is immune to the puppy power. You're right, they are lethal weapons, they should be registered. You are the best. Hugs, Vonnie
Reviewer: mizpah (Signed) · Date: 16/05/10 04:35 AM · On: Chapter 26
Thank heavens for Bobby stepping in when Sam was all over the place from the drugs - that was so sad when he realised John was gone and there wasn't going to be a chance to apologise for their arguments. Glad to see - hopefully - that Sam is finally on the mend. It's been a long, hard road for him. Fingers crossed he keeps making good progress. Jules
Author's Response: Yeah, Bobby is awesome, isn't he? Rough exterior, but heart of gold. And yes, Sam is finally on the mend. Thanks so much. Hugs, Vonnie
Reviewer: sam (Signed) · Date: 30/04/10 05:00 AM · On: Chapter 28
all i want to know if there is a continuation to this story. . .and im sorry for being a bitch on last chapter, but i just lost two important people . . . one whom would have been my sister inlaw. . .she was a sister inlaw to me and she died of CANCER, and i told her, plead with her that i would exchange mine for her's. she had alrady started her future, and only had one more year of being a medical dr. a profesional one. . .one that i could trust with my life without ?'s asked and she and my grandmother have been gone since ending of January. I celebrated her birthday, by myself when my brother whom had been on and off with her and ended up as best friends was going to take me to finaly see her resting place and celebrate her birthday in UTAH. he forgot. my husband says when then man upstairs call for them they go, end of story. then why the hell am i still here on borrowed time like the character of DEAN. . .whom both winchester have died like i and came back. had an out of body experiance and i know where i will be going when im gone. . .i have two choices up stairs or in the middle. will i believe in the medical field . . . hell no . . . id rather die. I do respect your story and my rating goes as follows, and if you have any ?'s to it. please ask, and if there is a way to get this copy, i would like one. that is why i like the character of sam for we are some what alike i can sense things since the age of 4 i can see, feel, and speak to spirits. i have two stupid REAPERS on my ass awaiting for me to crock. Now am i a FREAk. i have been able to use my sense's when my grandparents come to visit me, but im only missing my sister from UTAH and i think she is mad at me for not going to her funeral. my rating is:ETERNAL LIFE+++++ thank you for allowing me to read this lovely poem and literature, and i hope i did not insult your creative work that was not what i was doing by far. i just wish that i can have a copy so when the time comes i can read it to her. then go in peace.
Author's Response: First of all, I'm not mad at you. It sounds like you have been through a lot. I can understand that you are disillusioned with the medical field. I'm so sorry to hear about your sister in law and your grandma. It is difficult to loose people you love, no matter how old or young they are. I can promise you though your sister in law is not mad at you for not attending her funeral. Funerals are for the ones left behind, the ones that are gone don't care about them. I'm sure she knew that you are grieving for her in your own way. As for the story. There is another chapter to come. Hugs, Vonnie
Reviewer: sam (Signed) · Date: 30/04/10 04:19 AM · On: Chapter 27
no, i don't like it. not even anything with the medical field, they are abnoxitious idgits whom think they are GODS OF MEDICINE and all they fu**** care about is the money that they are gaining from a patient. I should know that for the medical Fups have screwed me for life. so, im like the character of dean. . .that i should not even be here. so yes, i do think this is going to set sam back. it is also going to kill emotionaly, mentaly, physicaly and souly all three of them and its going to deteriorate sam.
Author's Response: Sorry to hear that. I know there are a lot of bad things going on in the medical field, but believe me, there is also a lot of good. I should know, I work in it. Hope you will find some peace. Hugs, Vonnie
Reviewer: sam (Signed) · Date: 28/04/10 09:41 PM · On: Chapter 26
i did you are so awesome thanks for this spacific chapter.
Author's Response: Thanks, I'm so happy that you liked this one. Hugs, Vonnie
Reviewer: sam (Signed) · Date: 28/04/10 06:06 AM · On: Chapter 25
ok but no more curve balls like chapter's 22-24.
Author's Response: No more curve balls, I promise. Hugs, Vonnie
Reviewer: sam (Signed) · Date: 28/04/10 05:40 AM · On: Chapter 24
all right chicky, you have gotten a true belevier of comic real story to still be a higher number then 1. This one took its tollon me but all is forgiven. just make sure that Dean does not end up haveing a child then that would be seriously a funny man- chick-flick moment.
Author's Response: I promise Dean won't have any children, at least not in my stories. And thanks for forgiving me. Would hate to have you mad at me. Hugs, Vonnie
Reviewer: sam (Signed) · Date: 28/04/10 05:04 AM · On: Chapter 23
NO. NO! who said that, you have an in jured reader awaiting for the winchesters. oh no the world is going dark. . . well, i do have to appologies for my reaction. it hurts me more to feel sam in his condition and dean feeling that the promisse he domande to giving sam was now bobbys turn. i do hoppe the boys don't hate him for this incedent and i hope dean can forgive him for his action and sam will understand what he did.
Author's Response: Love your comments, you always make me chuckle. Sounds like you forgave me for the last chapter. Hugs, Vonnie
Reviewer: sam (Signed) · Date: 28/04/10 04:38 AM · On: Chapter 22
you are a meany. . .i dont like twist like this. Even when something good is to happen. this is so not cool, im begining not to like the nurse. she should have awaited for Dean to come, and then all of a sudden this old lady attacks him and he has had nothing to eat. Now look at what you did, you have a lot of explaining to do . . .
Author's Response: Sorry, all my twists have a good reason for them. I'm sorry that you were disappointed. Hope you got over it by now. Double hugs, Vonnie
Reviewer: sam (Signed) · Date: 28/04/10 12:40 AM · On: Chapter 21
NO!!!! . . .of course. . .well i know i did you big jerk. . .hahaha. . . i even cried for a bit. i think this is one chick-fliock that should be a hallmark statement. . . . . .you'll get some of my awesomeness and maybe even some of my good looks." . . . appluase applause lets give to these two knuckleheads.
Author's Response: You cried? Sorry 'bout that. Glad you liked the chick flick. And yes, let's applaud those knuckleheads. Hugs, Vonnie
Reviewer: sam (Signed) · Date: 27/04/10 10:54 PM · On: Chapter 20
although i like your sense of humor. . .beotch you scared the hell out of with that last line in regards to dean crying and sam feeling imobel. . .i thought you let him pass away. you so do suck "JERK". . .yeah i know you may think of me as "BITCH" . . . hey what can i say that is also my title at times. lol jokster. you are beiging to have the devil mind of dean being a jerk at times with his mental thoughts and pranks along with the loving support you jerk. :)- how about that . . .
Author's Response: How about that? Well, I think you're funny and I can't help myself. Hugs, Vonnie
Reviewer: sam (Signed) · Date: 27/04/10 10:20 PM · On: Chapter 19
i think beside comical you have made my feel tingly and that is so not me. i will only allow you and your partner that has writen this story to do that no one else. it felt good that bobby's faith payd off and seeing a new look on dean. i think this is one and only best ones that i have been inclinde to judge, but i don't need to for it is simply what i give to this piece of litterature in rating. Rating: Modern Shakespearean lamix1mana@yahoo.com i leave you my email incase you would like answers or you will give me a copy of this litterature. thanks. it feels like i may have a chance of bring my sis back or what could've been sister in-law eternaly.
Author's Response: Wow, I'm honored, although I think you are too kind to me. And by the way, there is no partner, I write my stories by myself. I hope you are doing alright. Hugs, Vonnie
Reviewer: sam (Signed) · Date: 27/04/10 09:10 PM · On: Chapter 18
i hink that this should be your only type of work. you have a sense of caress and that is not the soap either, but you have a sense of comic,adventure,sympathy, and love. you are just like me a goof ball. oh yes, and even the kinker ones of sam, for all we know dean's is mainly the bottom thinker before anything funny and hillarious.
Author's Response: Thanks once again, you are so funny and great. I'm a nurse at heart and I think that translates into my stories. Hugs, Vonnie
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