Reviewer: supernaturalfan (Signed) · Date: 08/05/09 03:43 PM · On: Chapter 8
This is the second time I am writing this review because I lost it the first time. It was much better the first time, so I was upset. Oh well, here it goes. Sam's journal entries were riveting and emotional and I could see Dean's reaction. It was like watching t.v. in my head. I can't wait for him to find the letter. Hopefully next chapter? Sam's entries about Ruby were right on. Sounds like you feel the same as me about her motives. There not good. I want you to know I have thought about this story all week. I guess because of the last 2 episodes and what's going on with the boys. It's got me scared too and tied in knots. Your story is the way I wish it would be. I think a happy ending is just around the corner. I'm not sure that is coming for the show. I look forward to next week. I believe I'll really need it then.
Author's Response: Oh, don't you hate that? Petra actually types her replies up in a Word doc, then copies and pastes it over, just in case it does a time-out and she loses the lot. I'm rarely that organised.... Thank you for that - we were really hoping that the journals would strike a deep chord. The letter will turn up in chapter 10, actually - it's not at the house. It's in someone else's keeping. And yes, I feel that Ruby has manipulated Sam and lied to him, and that she has some part in the endgame that is yet to be revealed. And it's not good. As for the happy ending to this story - just look at the banner - the clue is right there. Jules
Reviewer: ziggy (Signed) · Date: 08/05/09 03:38 PM · On: Chapter 8
Oh dear, Dean not being able to hide the blood and bruises on his knuckles and the paramedics and docs putting two and two together and realising he had done the damage to Sam. Not surprised that the doc has shooed Dean out of Sam’s room and sent him packing. Dean doesn’t really have a leg to stand on there and he’s lucky that the police haven’t been called.
How awful for Dean to hear snippets from the nurses and realising that this is not the first time Sam has been in this hospital, and for something serious it sounds.
Typical of Dean to do a thorough search of Sam’s place when he goes back there and not surprised at his concern when he finds the heavy duty painkillers and anti-nausea tablets. Nice touch though the pic of Dean polishing the Impala, showing how much Dean still means to Sam despite their separation. Not surprised either that he logs into his little brother’s computer to try and gain more information. But it proves how Sam either never expected Dean to turn up and how much Dean knows his little brother that he guessed the passwords and found the files on himself and other hunters, plus Sam’s journals. And Dean finding Bobby’s books has now revealed that Sam was Phoenix. Though they say you shouldn’t read someone’s private stuff in this case it is necessary as Dean has now found out about Sam’s cancer and realises that why punching and hitting him caused him to now be unconscious.
Just hope him going back to the hospital and following Blake Monroe home does not have disastrous consequences and that the doctor gives him a chance to talk and lets him know what is going on with Sam. The odds aren’t in his favour though as Sam is his patient and has been for some time and it is Monroe's priority to protect him, plus he is already pissed off with Dean. Again you leave us in suspense! Typical! Can't wait for the next instalment and more of Sam's journals letting Dean and us know what happened to him in the missing two years. This story is certainly one to win awards! Sarah
Author's Response: Hi, sis! Yes, Dean got found out - but in his defense, it wasn't all Sam's blood - most of it was his from when he clouted the industrial bin. Glad you liked the photo - that's how Blake recognised who Dean really was, actually - he'd seen that photo when he'd come to see Sam on house-calls. And no, Sam isn't Phoenix, sis - Alvin is Phoenix. Sam's just the puppet-master - lol. But that's explained in the next chapter. Yes, Dean's going to bitterly regret those blows to the head - especially once he reads about the radiation therapy and how sick Sam was. Jules
Reviewer: darkhunter (Signed) · Date: 08/05/09 12:58 PM · On: Chapter 8
Wow, a very intense chapter, poor Sam, having to suffer all that alone,i can't wait to read more of his journals.
Author's Response: Thanks for that. We have lots more where that came from. And you will have it all, don't worry. Sam went through his own private hell with the cancer, and we'll see all that in the journal entries - as well as Dean's reaction to them. And we'll keep tabs on Sam in real time at the hospital, too. Jules
Reviewer: Tree66 (Signed) · Date: 08/05/09 12:06 PM · On: Chapter 8
ok ladies- thats just heartbreaking... I had been suspicious all along that Sam had been directing Whitesnake and even Phoenix ( although he was Phoenis so that makes sense) - I didnt think anyone else could have given them the lo-down on Dean- no one else would have known him well enough... but those journal entries and Dean's reactions were just "Gulp-worthy" - which is what I suppose you intended... Not sure about this Blake Monroe or his reaction. Why is there so much animosity towards Dean? He obviously knows him- has to know that Dean didnt know about Sam's condition- so on one hand I can see why he's angry that Dean hit Sam- but on the other- he knows Dean didnt know... oh gee- I'm rambling... anyway- hope he works with Dean to getting Sammy back... like the show- I just want a HAPPY ending here... you're gonna give me that- right? RIGHT??????
Author's Response: You were right in your original suspicions - Sam is directing Phoenix. Have you all forgotten poor little geeky Alvin? Alvin is Phoenix - lol. And you're right, no one knows Dean as well as Sam. Yes, we really did want that visceral reaction to those journals. Sam's inner pain and thoughts are going to be poured out in those entries, and it's going to be so hard for Dean to read. As for Blake's hostility towards Dean - that will be explained in the next chapter - let's just say that Blake thinks he's protecting his patient. Happy ending? You have studied the story banner, haven't you? That little clue is still in there - top right hand corner. Jules
Reviewer: janebear (Signed) · Date: 08/05/09 11:42 AM · On: Chapter 8
Okay, once again a very powerful chapter!!!!! I am sitting here with tears running down my cheeks. I just so wanted to jump through my computer screen and give Sam the comfort he so deserves. Poor Dean. you can so feel his angst coming through as he sitting there reading Sam's journal. The emotions that are coming through are just so dead on and so raw, that you can't help but feel them in your heart too!!! Sam being the phoenix makes such perfect sense!!! Who else would have the ability to be that!!! I can understand why Sam chose to hunt from afar. I just love the fact the Sam is watching out for Dean. He still so wants his brother and wants to know he safe. I hope that after this that Dean and Sam will be able to get back to being brothers and Sam will get well and stay well!!! Sometimes it takes a crisis for family to get back to being a family. On one final note, I have to tell you how amazed I am at how close your story line is with the last's show's story line. Great job there!!! I do hope that this story and on the show they get back to being brothers!!!! We all need a major chick flick moment between them!!!! Absolutely great job!!!! I will be sitting on pins and needles until the next chapter. I will be here no worries!!! many hugs, Jane
Author's Response: Thank you so much, Jane. There's a lot more angst to come, as we take a walk through the rest of the journals and see what the radiation treatment was like for Sam. As for Sam being Phoenix...well, that's not quite right. Alvin is Phoenix - Sam's the brains behind it all. And yes, he was still watching out for Dean, as hard as that will be for Dean to swallow. Oh, yes, the storyline parallels are freaking me out, just quietly. Major chick flick moment, eh?...*grins*.....We'll see.... Jules
Reviewer: bibikftlc (Signed) · Date: 08/05/09 10:35 AM · On: Chapter 8
This was very difficult to read; Oh Sammy, Sammy, you should've trusted your brother. I'm glad big brother Dean is in control now.
Author's Response: Thank you. Yes, it was pretty painful finding out what Sam had gone through - and it's not over yet. Sam's journals will take us right through his eadiation treatment as well, giving Dean a very vivid picture of what that part of his brother's life was like. And he's not going to like what he reads.... Jules
Reviewer: pinkphoenix1985 (Signed) · Date: 08/05/09 09:45 AM · On: Chapter 8
this is BRILLIANT!!
Author's Response: Thank you for that. We've worked very hard on this one - there's been months of preparation and research, and lots of coffee consumed over this story - I'm so glad it's paying off. Jules
Reviewer: Midge (Signed) · Date: 08/05/09 08:49 AM · On: Chapter 8
OMG what a chapter! Awesome, fantastic, compelling, heartwrenching and so very sad. Poor poor Sam. He definitely faired worse than Dean in their time apart. I hope Dean can make his Doc see that he's not really a threat to Sam - and help him to help his brother. Can't wait for more.
Author's Response: Thanks so much, Midge. Yes, Sam did fare far worse than Dean - even though Dean still had that hole in his heart where his brother should have been. The nosebleeds he suffered really were a sign of something bad, just as Grace suspected at the time. As for Dean convincing Blake to let him see Sam - well, he's going to have an uphill battle on his hands. But this is Dean, and once his mind is made up, there isn't a force in this world that can keep him from his brother. Jules
Reviewer: blackcatswhiskers (Signed) · Date: 08/05/09 05:35 AM · On: Chapter 8
Oooo cliffhanger .... do I really have to wait a week!!!
Author's Response: Hi, Rachel! And yep, you do. We're still trying to hammer out the kinks in chapter 9, and I've only just finished the first draft of chapter 10 last night and sent it off to our very hardworking beta. Now, if someone would drop a bundle of money on me so I can stay home and write full-time..... Jules
Reviewer: amethyst (Signed) · Date: 08/05/09 04:53 AM · On: Chapter 8
WOW! poor Sam having to go through that alone and Poor Dean not being able to be there for him. So Sam really is Phoenix, cool. you guys are doing an excellent job thanks
Author's Response: Thanks for that - actually, Sam isn't Phoenix - Alvin really does exist, but Sam is the brains behind it all. It's going to hit Dean hard that he wasn't there for his brother, especially when he realises that Sam was too afraid to call him. Lots of very angsty moments coming up. Jules
Reviewer: Midge (Signed) · Date: 05/05/09 04:35 PM · On: Chapter 7
Oh shucks I've caught up! It's going to be a long week waiting for the next chapter. Not sure what sort of reunion I was expecting but I do know this chapter was just as rivetting as every one of the previous chapters.
Author's Response: At least it's only a week. LOL! Could be worse. It was a pretty intense reunion - lots of issues unresolved, lots of hurt buried deep and on the surface, lots of distrust. Hope you enjoy the next one - you might need a stiff drink, though... Jules
Reviewer: Midge (Signed) · Date: 05/05/09 03:47 PM · On: Chapter 6
Loving this and looooooove the poster! Absolutely scrumptious! And Sam is in sight - what more could a woman want!
Author's Response: The boys in the flesh were breathtakingly handsome - I couldn't believe it. And I can tell you - this Dean woman got the shakes when Jared smiled at me.....I almost went all teenaged and gooey! I think I did flail once I got outside, actually. And yes, Sam has been sighted - all is - well, not good, but - you know what I mean. Jules
Reviewer: fredo (Signed) · Date: 05/05/09 03:33 PM · On: Chapter 7
Well guys, terrific chapter. It's almost physically painful to witness how difficult it is for them to communicate and go over all the said and non-said issues. And now I've catched up, crap. Can't wait for friday!!
Author's Response: Yes, they're pretty far from all right, aren't they? And Dean's about to find out a few things that he may not react well to... Jules
Reviewer: Midge (Signed) · Date: 05/05/09 03:05 PM · On: Chapter 5
Amazing chapter. Quite a sexy chapter too! Loved the mooning sequence and enjoyed Dean leading the watching hunter on almost as much. It's well past Easter now and I'm playing catch up but I hope you had a great time both over Easter and at Ozcon.
Author's Response: Ahh, naked Dean. Always a winner in my book - lol. I did have a great time, actually, hon - spent three days over Easter at Petra's writing, drinking coffee, watching and talking about Supernatural. And the following weekend was the Con, and every time I look at the pics I can still feel that high. Jules
Reviewer: bibikftlc (Signed) · Date: 05/05/09 02:11 PM · On: Chapter 7
OMG! This chapter had me by the edge of my seat but the end... How very Kripke of you. Seriously, he would be proud. I'm glad I don't have to wait too long to see what happens to the boys.
Author's Response: Aww, thank you. Mr Kripke is going to give me heart palpitations before the seaon ends.... And no, you won't have to wait long. But - you may want to hang onto that seat for a bit longer... Just saying.....' Jules
Reviewer: Midge (Signed) · Date: 04/05/09 04:45 PM · On: Chapter 3
Another amazing chapter. I can forgive you killing Bobby, especially as you explained your reasons and thanks for clarifying who Grace is - I was wondering. Biggest thank you comes for keeping Sam alive and for waking him up at the end of this chapter. Now I just need to hope he gets back to being the Sammy we all love without breaking Dean's heart in the process.
Author's Response: I'm still scared they're going to pop Bobby off, actually. Flip, I hope not....but.... And no, I couldn't kill Sammy. I want both brothers alive and together at the end of the series - I want my happy ending. *stamps foot* - someone tell Kripke.... As for him being the same Sammy...well... Jules
Reviewer: Midge (Signed) · Date: 04/05/09 04:08 PM · On: Chapter 2
That was one heck of a chapter! I figure you are just messing with my head, making me think Sam is dead but boy oh boy, you've done a good job on my poor brain cells. They are certainly scrambling around in shock.
Author's Response: I'm messing with your head. In fact, I'm messing with your head right now..... LOL - thanks, Midge. It was pretty evil of me, wasn't it? And things don't get better.... Jules
Reviewer: Soennelchen (Signed) · Date: 04/05/09 07:35 AM · On: Chapter 7
Oh gosh, another heartbreaking chapter... Very well written. What a sad reunion. I can't wait what happens next. Roll on Friday :)
Author's Response: Thanks, Dagmar. Yes, it was pretty tragic. Not quite the reunion either was hoping for. And there are a few more shocks to come - they're not out of the woods yet. Jules
Reviewer: fredo (Signed) · Date: 03/05/09 02:47 AM · On: Chapter 6
Sam!!!! Wow, two years... Love Phoenix, and Whitesnake has potential ;) Great work guys.
Author's Response: Thank you, my friend. And yes, two years. A long time for them to be alone - sort of like Stanford, isn't it? Jules
Reviewer: vonnie836 (Signed) · Date: 02/05/09 08:34 PM · On: Chapter 7
Oh wow, unbelievable, this is so screwed up. Dean is following Sam and finally starts talking to him and blows up. And Sam is scared shitless when he sees Dean. He really still thinks his brother is going to kill him. Well at least they finally got talking after Dean's little fit - poor dumpster. So Dean finally get's to see Sam's home but he just can't give his brother any privacy and has to snoop around and then accuse him of lying, not giving him a chance to explain. And he hits him once again. I kinda understand Sam's reaction. Running for two years, being scared, torn apart, broken and now Dean shows up, increasing the fear until he finds out his brother isn't going to kill him. Finally relief and now this. I see him just wanting to end it, give Dean the opportunity to get rid of his rage and finally live a 'normal' life. I wonder what happened when Dean hit him. I kinda think it has something to do with the nose bleeds he had after the woke up. This doesn't sound good at all and I'm just happy that Dean settled down enough to think it through and remember that Sam never hit back. So you have done it again and left me sitting on those hot coals until the next update. This story is still getting to me. It is just fantastic how awesome it is written. You two are just beyond words. Hugs, Vonnie
Author's Response: Hi, Vonnie! Thank you - yes, it's pretty screwed right now. Both brothers are still in a pretty bad place, and don't know how to bridge the gap between them. There's so much hurt and mistrust. Ahh, as for what is wrong with Sam - that's about to be revealed. Hope you've got plenty of aloe vera for those burns you're going to get on your bum from sitting on those hot coals, hon. Do you need a Winchester to kiss it better? I'll see what I can do. Jules
Reviewer: janebear (Signed) · Date: 02/05/09 04:58 PM · On: Chapter 7
What what an emotionally filled chapter!!!!!! Again such amazing talent and what a great job!!! I find myself in a very emotional place here. I am HUGE fan of the show and of your writing but I also find myself in a rough place. This chapter so fits how the boys are trying to find their "brotherly bond". It has been broken in so many ways and now are on the road to find it again. I find my heart breaking because I so want to see them back to where they were. They belong back there and need to be there. Sorry for going on I just had to say that. I feel that you have done such an amazing job!! You have so captured all of the angst they are going through. I definately felt my heart breaking as Dean was "punishing" poor Sam. I could feel why Sam pushed Dean but wished he hadn't. I am and will continue to be a very avid fan. I will be anxiously awaiting the next chapter. I will keep my fingers crossed the somehow the boys will find the way back to their brotherly bond. I so miss it!!!!!!!! Many hugs, Jane
Author's Response: Thanks, Jane! It was pretty charged, wasn't it? And the brothers still have a long way to go. And yes, the bond is pretty broken right now. Hopefully time, patience and understanding will heal it - provided the boys can keep a lid on their tempers..... And I know what you mean - my heart is breaking right now for the brothers on the show - when it's not pounding in fear. Hopefully you won't be taking a machete to me after the next chapter, and that little revelation I'm about to drop on you.... Jules
Reviewer: supernaturalfan (Signed) · Date: 02/05/09 04:36 PM · On: Chapter 7
I was so glad to see your next chapter posted on Friday. After Thursdays episode and the clip for the next 2, it was just what I needed. So much emotion in this chapter from the boys. It really got to me. That is one thing I can count on when reading your stories. You do a great job of reading each character so well. I'm anxiously awaiting your next chapter. PLEASE make it soon!!!!
Author's Response: Thanks for that, Jane. I'm actually pretty scared of the finale. Aww, thank you! I try very hard to get the boys right. And their emotions - especially Sam. It is so easy to get him wrong. As for the emotion - there are quite a few emotionally charged chapters coming up - like the next one.... Jules
Reviewer: bia1007 (Signed) · Date: 02/05/09 11:59 AM · On: Chapter 7
This now was above fantastic, you honestly broke my heart with this chapter, a truly tragic reunion, you can feel their misery and despair, it literally hurts to read it; loved its deep and emotional tone but hated how much it made me cry, Dean's "I have no brother" the worst punch ever. But he came back to Sam and I'm still and ever hopeful they will save each other, cross this terrible gap between them (the letter maybe a hint for Dean!?) and being brothers again like it's supposed to be, their destiny I believe. And - have you seen the promos for the last 2 episodes yet?, what Dean said to Sam, "if you walk out that door...don't you ever come back". You are so scarily close to that with this story, breathtaking, WOW! I certainly will send you my little eye-hug list, it's growing slowly but surely, right now with these two rarely touching each other anymore, this is my ray of hope it will be again like this in the end, they're side by side, strength and light for each other!
Author's Response: Thanks, Bia. I'm hoping for a few eye-hugs in S5....*sniffles*..... Thank you - it was pretty heartbreaking. And yes, even though Dean spat out that terrible statement, he came back, and he's stepped into his big brother's shoes - at least for a while. Yes, I've seen the promos - and the stills for Lucifer Rising - Petra emailed me the link and said OMG!!! They've done stills for Here At!!! Petra and I spent about half a day theorising, plus numerous emails and phone calls, about this story - that's why I posted early, just in case we did shave fairly close to what Kripke had planned. But I have to say that I'm a little freaked that we're THIS close.... Looking forward to seeing that list, hon. Jules
Reviewer: darkhunter (Signed) · Date: 02/05/09 07:38 AM · On: Chapter 7
Brilliant update, well worth the wait,a very emotional chapter, the reunion was explosive, really looking forward to the next update.
Author's Response: Thanks for that. It was pretty intense - there's a lot of unresolved issues there. And Dean's in for a rough ride in the next chapter. Jules
Reviewer: Primrose (Signed) · Date: 02/05/09 05:55 AM · On: Chapter 7
That did not go so well! The reunion was heartbreaking. Sam is broken and Dean is angry and the gap between them is just awful. You managed to write a very intense and emotional scene here. I can't wait until next week!
Author's Response: No, it didn't go well. There's so much baggage between them, so much distance, and neither of them know how to start bridging the gap. Thanks for that - two reveals in the next chapter. One's a bit of a shock.... Jules
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