No!!!! Dumby for character he was try to do something for hiself to help out you IDGET.

That insulant slut of a woman or thing. It could have also been the yellow eye in a disguise?

What, who, why did this happen he has never hurted anyone . . . he has only loved and at times argued with his mental father whom @ times did not want to understand his son . . . of course, he also had heated to loveing moments with DEAN.

Mr. Morrgan . . . it feels like if I where to be in DEANS place and my next of kin to be SAM, and it scares me. I know that this is a story; but soeties most of you writers are able to get to me.

My character is mostly of both of them don't show that much of emotion, but enjoy helping as much as possible.

Please tell me what happened.

Thanks, but you do know that their are times that you do scare me with that tricky mind of yours and once again thank you for your beautiful literature.

I am one of the number one fans that love your criptic yet playfull to simply scary as hell believer in a writer such as yourself.

YHou are doing a great job.

Awww...I had tears in my eyes while reading this chapter. One of the most touching, heartbreaking moment is  Sam promising to Dean that when he'll be ready to die he'll wait for his brother to be there with him. Dean wishing that Sam'll hang on a little longer, broke my heart. Beautiful, powerful chapter Muffy, I can't wait to read more. 

I have been loving this story so much.  I love Dean's determination and patience. 

The little ball of fur is a great therapy for Sam. Sam tried to kill himself, no it can't be, Dean must be wrong. What a poignant story, amazing work with this one Muffy, hope you're feeling better.

Author's Response:

Thank you so much! I think Fim will be great for Sam, I'm getting better, and there is light at the end of the tunnel, finally :D I'll have another chapter this weekend.

Hugs, Muffy

A very emotional chapter,Sam really tried to kill him self,i was'nt sure. Loved the kitten, so cute.

Author's Response:

Thank you so much! Fim the kitten will be around for awhile!

Hugs, Muffy

He tried to kill himself?? *sniff* Poor Dean! and poor Sammy... all this angst is killing me, but I love it. Looking forward to more!! 

Author's Response:

Thank you so much *sends tissues*  I'll have more this weekend, I promise!

Hugs, Muffy

Poor Dean and Sam, I feel so much for them. I'm so loving this story, very touching. Beautifully written Muffy, I'm looking forward to your next chapter.

Author's Response:

Oh thank you so much! Im so sorry my reply has taken so long, but to make up for it I'll post a chapter as soon as I'm done answering reviews!

Huge hug, Muffy

Their macaroni and cheese meal cheered me up (actually I'm gonna try it this weekend, wish me luck, not a very good cook) but then there was the flasback and Sam says "maybe you should have let me go, Dean" and you can feel how terrified Dean is, so scared to lose his little brother, it's heart-wrenching! Again and again, so sad but also so wonderful!

Author's Response:

Thank youso much I love the way this story is unfolding, I hope you like the rest, although *sends tissues* you might need these

Huge hug, Muffy

 

His brother's quiet admission that he should have died, that he still might, was almost more than Dean could bear. Oh, how Dean must be cringing at the mere thought! And Sam sayin it out loud, WISHING for it more like! That is sooo hurtful for Dean. Poor guy. But depression does that to the strongest person. It is a bitch. You sit in a dark hole and there is no way out. The walls are that high that you can only suspect there is a way out. And you know the effort will be too much. *pats Sam and hugs Dean*

if you barf in here, Sammy, I don’t care how you manage it—you are so cleaning it up yourself. Heh. I somehow hear my mom say that to me. When I went out for the first time to a party where they would serve alcohol. And Dean saying this to Sammy only shows how desperate he is to make Sam feel normal. That Sam's sickness isn't a big deal, that they would be able to overcome that together. Aw, poor, worrying Dean and weak Sam. *Sighs in compassion*

Okay, I face worse than this all the time, what’s a little macaroni compared to an angry ghost? I can do this Sweet. So sweet. I like this caring Dean. It is exactly how I think he would be as a father. Sweet. But I somehow miss his bad-ass attitude... Guess that is a different story, huh. Will see if I find a good story with that in and then alternate between sweet/caring and defiant/snarky. Maybe one of your hurt!Dean ones...

Dean must be torturing himself. All that guilt he must feel because he wanted to go to the bar rather than have a salad. Eat salad, it's good for your health. Oh my. That is awful. Poor, angsty Dean. Wanna snuggle next to him and caress him till he is better. Awh.

Oh my god, look at that car. Heehee. Again awesome timing with this humorous snippet. Car orgasm. He truly LOVES cars. HAHAHAHAHA

“Hang on, Sam, okay?” Oh god, he’s dying, oh god. Tears burned like acid in his eyes. “Sammy, stay with me.” OMG. This was so hard to read. Made me think of that awful scene in AHBL. Oh jeez, the “Stay with me” was sooooo audible and I sobbed. Out. Loud. I love and hate that scene. But it is so much like in your description. The scene where Sam dies is one of the toughest I think of the whole show. Sometimes it is even harder than NRFTW. Of course because of the emotional impact Sam's death has on Dean. His eyes, OMG his eyes and the desperate yell for Sam. Oh dear. Getting myself worked up here. *dabs tissue at eyes*

SHOT? Friggin SHOT????? Jesus. I wouldn't have dreamed of it. But sometimes “normal” is way scarier than “supernatural”. And I still wonder why that woman shot him in the first place. I guess I have to wait for the next installment. Courtesy of Scopie, huh? Dammit. Why are your stories so addictive???

Hugs ya and heads off to read one of your hurt!Dean stories to have counter affect to the emotional turmoil wreaking havoc inside self.

Ilka

Author's Response:

Oh thank you so much *huge hug for you* *sends tissues* sends Sam and Dean to comfort you*

Huge hug, Muffy

Another fantastic update, i loved this chapter,looking forward to finding out more about what happened.

Author's Response:

Oh thank you so much! More very soon!

Huge hug, Muffy