Reviewer: mymuseandi (Signed) · Date: 02/09/08 12:48 AM · On: I Die Through Madness
Aaaaa!! He wondered if it was name. He didn’t know, but if the one who saved him wanted to call him that, it was okay. And it was nice to have a name. It was nice to have someone speaking to him, holding his hand warm against their chest, to have a name… Before it all ended. Gosh the last sentence just makes my heart break even more!
Author's Response: Thank you so much! That last sentence was kind of the beginning of Dean's POV and I wrote backwards from there! It killed me just a little. More soon! Hugs, Muffy
Reviewer: mymuseandi (Signed) · Date: 02/09/08 12:26 AM · On: My Joy is Dead, and Cannot Be Reviv'd
“The victim is alive, Ronny. Dean’s dead.” He did not just say that!!!!! Sam!!!!!! *smacks him on the upside of the head*
Author's Response: Thank you so much! I htink Sam's trying to deal as best he can, it's not the greatest way, and he is starting to break. Hugs, Muffy
Reviewer: Rae666 (Signed) · Date: 29/08/08 04:06 PM · On: Long Overwhelmed Be, And Swallow'd Up
Damn black coffee is bitter... but there's no milk. :( Oh well, it's coffee. Sorry, little bit of useless info for you. I thought I'd missed your update! And I had this niggling feeling in the back of my head so I just had to check to see if you'd updated and low and behold... This story is one of the ones I'm really excited about because first off, the idea is original and well, awesome and second off, if anyone can write it and pull it off it's definately you and I'm always looking forward to my next fix. Why does Dean think 'home' is dead? Poor guy. And I had to smile that he remember the Impala somewhat, typical. lol. I'm so glad that there seems to be something still there and that Sam isn't giving up.
You just keep filling my mind with questions... what have hummingbirds got to do with this? Why would it be looking for Dean? Who's the insider? So on and so on. And have I mentioned I love you and this story? :D
Author's Response: Oh thank you so much! Your review brought the biggest smile to my face--after the blush faded of course! I'm so glad you are enjoying this story. Why does Dean think home is dead? We'll find out in the next chapter. I meant it for this chapter, but Sam politely tapped me on the shoulder and said "ahem, I think it's time to mention a few things, don't you?" And he hit me with the puppy-dog eyes, so I gave his this chapter. More very soon! Huge hug, Muffy
Reviewer: pranami3 (Signed) · Date: 29/08/08 12:25 PM · On: Long Overwhelmed Be, And Swallow'd Up
First of all - thanks a million!!! After reading this chapter I'm sure dean is not totally lost, maybe lost within himself. But I'm sure that Sam will find Dean and bring him back. This chapter is like the light at the end of the tunnel. Thank you once again. It was awesome!!! Keep posting. Good job!!!
Pranami :)
Author's Response: Oh thank you so much! I'm glad I gave you a ray of hope--cling to that, the next chapters will be a little rough, but there is hope there I promise! Hugs, Muffy
Reviewer: darkhunter (Signed) · Date: 29/08/08 06:46 AM · On: Long Overwhelmed Be, And Swallow'd Up
A very sad chapter. What a lovely idea to write this chapter in memory of Wolfman.
Author's Response: Thank you so much! I think Wolfman would enjoy his name there, he sure spent enough of my writing time "helping" me write. I sure miss the brat! I'll update very soon! Promise. Hugs, Muffy
Reviewer: tvbatina (Signed) · Date: 29/08/08 02:28 AM · On: Long Overwhelmed Be, And Swallow'd Up
this is such an incredibly sad, sad story. the way sam has felt he has had to treat dean like just another victim, when he isn't. and for what dean has gone through. i just read all the chapters in one fell swoop. OMG, this story is heartbreakingly good. can't wait for more.
Author's Response: Oh thank you so much! It is a sad story, but it's also about survival. I promise. I won't keep you waiting long for an update! Promise, Hugs, Muffy
Reviewer: mustang (Signed) · Date: 28/08/08 10:57 PM · On: Long Overwhelmed Be, And Swallow'd Up
another awesome update..Please update soon. Thanks for writing.
Author's Response: Thank you so much! I'll update very soon! I can't leave this story sitting in my brain for long, or it starts oozing out! Hugs, Muffy
Reviewer: Oceane (Signed) · Date: 28/08/08 09:19 PM · On: Long Overwhelmed Be, And Swallow'd Up
So a poignant, powerful, heartbreaking story, I want more already. Muffy, you're doing an amazing work.
Author's Response: Oh thank you so much! This story is so hard to write, but it's worth it. I'm so glad you're still with me! I'll update very soon! Hugs. Muffy
Reviewer: pendays (Signed) · Date: 28/08/08 08:34 PM · On: Long Overwhelmed Be, And Swallow'd Up
love your storys reading this one and one other one waiting for more on both. the other one about the cult that wants dean.
Author's Response: Thank you so much! I'm so glad you're enjoying this one! I won't keep you waiting long on either story! Promise! Hugs, Muffy
Reviewer: Smudge93 (Signed) · Date: 28/08/08 05:04 PM · On: Long Overwhelmed Be, And Swallow'd Up
Your spoiling me, updates to two of my favourite stories in the one night. Thank you so much. x Take care, Mary x
Author's Response: Oh thank you so much, Mary! I'll try and spoil you again soon! Well, the next update on this one is a few days off, but I promise it will be soon! Hugs, Muffy
Reviewer: Smudge93 (Signed) · Date: 17/08/08 03:13 PM · On: I Die Through Madness
This is a gorgeous story, ok so it's dark but it is beautifully written and you know that if anyone can reach Dean it will be Sam. I like that they picked Dean because he was a fighter 'cos that works both ways, he'll fight back against them eventually I feel, I hope. Yet another great story Muffy. Thanks. Mary x
Author's Response: Oh dear! I feel awful that this somehow slipped by me without a response *hang head* Thank you so much! I know this one is dark and believe my I'm still nervous as I post every chapter. It is also,in some ways, intensely personal. The did pick Dean because he's a fighter--and I think that might be their downfall eventually. Hugs (and sorry!) Muffy
Reviewer: L4LoveLosser (Signed) · Date: 16/08/08 11:47 PM · On: I Die Through Madness
This is an amazingly awesome story! Okay, it's dark yes, but hey, this is an idea that is extremely well written and makes me want to know MORE! I really hope that Sam doesn't get too....'darkside' with Dean becoming a host. Although it might get them some answers about what really goes on. Eek, poor Dean, I hope he gets better and somehow this entire thing works out, although I think I'm gonna have to wait a few more chapter before that happens....or a lot of chapters. As mentioned before, this is an awesome story! I can't wait for more!!!!!!
Author's Response: Thank you so much! I've been so nervous about this one, iot's dark and I'm afraid it gets a bit darker before the light. I don't think Sam will get too darkside. I love hurricane Sam but too dark Sam... I don't know about.
I'll have more very soon, promise. Hugs, Muffy
Reviewer: Oceane (Signed) · Date: 13/08/08 03:27 PM · On: I Die Through Madness
What a dramatic, dark story. Dean went through by so horrible torture. The last part, when DEan woke up, not recognizing Sam, not even comprehending Sam's words, Sam trying desperately to reach Dean, was heartbreaking. How Dean can survive after this, without physical and emotional scars. Amazing work so far Muffy, I can't wait for your next chapter.
Author's Response: Thank you so much! What Dean went through is awful, we'll be getting a little more of that in the next few chapters. I knew that the first time we "saw" Dean as his is now would be hard to write/read. It's killing me,
More very soon! Hugs, Muffy
Reviewer: pendays (Signed) · Date: 13/08/08 03:06 PM · On: I Die Through Madness
cant wait for the rest of the story!!!!!!!!!!!
Author's Response: Thank you so much! I'll have the next chapter up very soon, promise! Hugs, Muffy
Reviewer: Maureen Nesbitt (Signed) · Date: 13/08/08 11:20 AM · On: I Die Through Madness
Another great chapter, can you bring Dean back from where he's trapped?? Please do, don't let him stay this way or die, can't wait for the next chapter.
Author's Response: Thank you so much! I think Dean can come back from where he is, this is a story about survival and, in the end, maybe even hope. He won't stay this way or die. I can't let that happen!
More soon, Hugs, Muffy
Reviewer: Maureen Nesbitt (Signed) · Date: 13/08/08 11:09 AM · On: My Joy is Dead, and Cannot Be Reviv'd
So sad, Dean can't be gone, It would be too painful to continue reading if Dean was gone. Great chapter
Author's Response: Thank you so much! Dean is and isn't gone. I promise you he'll be back! Hugs, Muffy
Reviewer: darkhunter (Signed) · Date: 13/08/08 10:45 AM · On: I Die Through Madness
Wow. that was a fantastic update. The part with the tongue had my eyes watering a bit lol.
Author's Response: Thank you so much! I'll have the next update soon. There might be a little more grim and gruesome. I'm basing all of this in historical record, so...
More soon! Hugs, Muffy
Reviewer: pranami3 (Signed) · Date: 13/08/08 09:26 AM · On: I Die Through Madness
WOW!!!!!!! I've been waiting for this chapter for such a long time. Thanks a million!!! The story from Deans POV. I wanted to know Dean's experience right from the time I came to know that dean is a victims. Good Job. Keep the story goin......
Pranami:)
Author's Response: Oh thank you so much! I've been waiting for Dean's POV for a long time too, and we'll be getting more of that in the next few chapters, both in the past and present. We need to know what's happening with him, we kind of have an idea of what Sam's been up to now!
More very soon! Hugs, Muffy
Reviewer: mustang (Signed) · Date: 13/08/08 07:17 AM · On: I Die Through Madness
aww I loved the bit at the end beautiful moment...you made me crenge at the part where the spike goes thru the tongue. I've had my tongue pierced and that hurt bad enough, much less having a spike go thru..This story is dark and creepy and I love it..please update soon. Thanks for writing.
Author's Response: Thank you so much! I've been waiting for Dean's POV for a very long time. We'll get more of it as the story moves on.... The spike through the tongue killed me too! I understand it's not a fun thing to have happen! More soon, Hugs, Muffy
Reviewer: Rae666 (Signed) · Date: 13/08/08 06:38 AM · On: I Die Through Madness
Before it all ended? That sounds slightly ominous... Great chapter, so dark. I'm glad that no matter what Sam said that he couldn't give up on Dean, if anyone could pull him through it.. it'd be Sam. And then we have Bobby... He's given up on him :O
Author's Response: Thank you so much! It is a little ominous. I don't think the thing will let Dean off so easy! It is dark and getting darker, I have to admit. But I knew Sam couldn't stay in the "he's just a victim" mind set for ever. It's Dean afterall. I think Bobby is trying to keep the "living" Winchester together. More soon! Hugs, Muffy
Reviewer: Oceane (Signed) · Date: 04/08/08 03:00 PM · On: My Joy is Dead, and Cannot Be Reviv'd
Awww...Ronny's brother is dead and I understand why for Sam, Dean is dead too, heartbreaking. So a riveting, intense, powerful story, I want more already.
Author's Response: Thank you so much! Sorry my reply took so long! I feel awful! I think Sam is trying to hang on and not lose himself. I'm not sure it's going to work for long Hugs, Muffy
Reviewer: darkhunter (Signed) · Date: 30/07/08 03:31 AM · On: My Joy is Dead, and Cannot Be Reviv'd
Awww poor Ronny his brothers dead but Dean's not is he ? lol. Can't wait for the next part.
Author's Response: Thank you so much! Sorry my reply took so long *hangs head* Randy is dead, and I think Sam is trying to deal. I'm not sure how long it's going to last! Hugs, Muffy
Reviewer: mustang (Signed) · Date: 30/07/08 03:28 AM · On: My Joy is Dead, and Cannot Be Reviv'd
oh man..what the heck has happened to Dean..looking forward to your next update..Thanks so much for writing..
Author's Response: Thank you so much for reviewing! SOrry my reply took so long. What's happened to Dean? We'll start finding out very soon! Hugs, Muffy
Reviewer: Rae666 (Signed) · Date: 29/07/08 06:05 PM · On: My Joy is Dead, and Cannot Be Reviv'd
So it's too much to resist reading through this story and it is just so damn intriguing and different and dark and I love it. You truly are a master Muffy. You have my mind spinning and I just can't wait to find out what you do next. And I refuse to believe that Dean's not in there... I refuse to believe it. Do we find out why and how they (whatever they are) choose the victims... sacrifices...? Damn, so many questions I could ask you :D But I'll refrain... Seriously, awesome work! As always!
Author's Response: Thank you so much! I'm always so nervous about chapters on this one! I know it's dark and different... I'm not sure Dean's in there right now. Or maybe he is, but too wounded to come to the light. WE'll be finding out more about how their choose people and what happens in the upcoming chapters! Hugs, Muffy
Reviewer: Smudge93 (Signed) · Date: 29/07/08 04:58 PM · On: My Joy is Dead, and Cannot Be Reviv'd
Ok so you know where Dean is but when Bobby finds the car you are still hoping that he'll find him. Now that's good writing. The emotions are all over the place with this one, but that's a good thing. This is an amazing story. Mary x
Author's Response: Thank you so much! I'm so sorry my reply took so long. I've been on limited computer time again. We'll be finding out more of what's happened in the upcoming chapters.
Hugs, Muffy
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