Very insightful story! Beautifully written! 

Very deep. John has sure left his mark. To think Dean is so guilt ridden that he would seek punishment on such a scale. No way would Dean see 'random' with this filter over his view.

Loved the dialogue with the interwoven internal reflection and commentary, you really put us in each boys heads.

I hope Conan and the Barbarians do get theirs, go Sammy with a serving of Winchester retribution with a healthy dose of salt!!

Well done, a terrific fic which gives us an honest peek at the Winchester psyche.

great story.loved it.